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Fathir Fauzan.
Sixteen.
Fall out boy,All time low,The Maine,etc.
i eat,drink,smoke,poop,pee,breathe and burp
i don't really understand things that revolves around me
god give me strength to go through my shitty life



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Khadijah
Hidayah(Bully aku)
Fhyra
Izzy
Hayateeh(Bully aku)
Arfah
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Syafiqah(Bully aku)
Rina
Nysah
Alyaa
yAyAsTaR[ cousin ]
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Saturday, August 28, 2010
Those hardwork of plannings and spendings


Sorry for leaving this thing outdated.
Many things happened as always.
Things you wont really expect.
Well i landed myself in the hospital due to dehydration and viral fever.
One of the patient was really noisy.
And the worst thing is,his bed was beside mine.
I cant even sleep but luckily on that day,Rubinah did msged me. Glad of that.
Kay i forgot what i did the next few days but i know i spend some time with Rubinah.
So on thursday,went to CWP and asked Sabit to tag along.
So i spend a total of $60 but counting in for Friday,it will be $70.
So right after our Step Up 3,showed her wad i bought.
A necklace with some words in it.
It says "Love is the key to open the gates of happiness".
The necklace was rectangle. Those words are written on 1 side of the shape.
Told her to read what it says. While doing it,i covered the remaining sides.
After she read it,turned the shape and there she saw it.
Her name on the other side.
Jyeah i got it engraved. Luckily Sabit accompanied me during the engraving.
So thats just 1/2 part of my 1st phrase.
So just before i sent her home. Gave her the necklace i bought for her.
Its the same as mine,there's the same words and have engravings but its my name.
So my 1st phrase worked and i need her to get home and made my 2nd phrase worked.
The 2nd phrase was a message i sent to her at FB.
Dat planning for the 2nd phrase was quite ..... easy than i thought. HEHE.
Yes i love u Rubinah.
I only managed to kiss u but didnt hug u.
Dat makes me miss u more. I wanna hug that bear of mine.
Love u,miss u Rubinah.
When will we meet again?.
Another chapter has begun for us ^^

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Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.


Sunday, August 15, 2010


Yay,the best 11 hours in PH..Wooh..
I'm sick,fever and cough..Nw I have this cooling pad on my forehead..
And gave Ruby my pics and i want ur Pri 3 pic can?.. ^^
Maybe gonna change position wif Sabit sicne he wants it..
I'm too weak to type this..I need you to be my nurse and my pillow ^^

Take this as a challenge and it seems dat we're forcing ourselve to cheat..
Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.


Thursday, August 12, 2010


Yesterday reached home ard 12 plus..AWESOME.
Should do it more often..
Work was great though..
Smoking was the one that gives me prob..
Gaves me headaches and had a hard time concentrating..
So today was still boring..
The room 4708 makes me alive..
Yesterday i get myself scolded countless times..
Ran ard,golek2,dance around but I became a predator for the day..
Siva recorded me and will be uploaded to FB soon..
I swear i was hyper eventhough i was fasting..
So today Me and Shahrul came out from fish tank and found ourself some boxes..
So we planned to take them and put in infront of our class but the best thing is,we were hiding inside it..
Then teacher caught us and scold,blah3...
Then again,Me and Shahrul tore some newspapers and make disguises..
So i took a pic of Sylvester Stallone,tear his eyes off and wore the mask..
So I kept shouting "I'm Rocky Balbao,I'm gonna punch your head off!"..
Then i make a costume like a tuxedo,went outside class and played hide and seek wif teacher..Hide inside some wacky closets..
Thn this student from other class shout at me,stared at him and Nas shout vulgarities,so there was chaos,went inside class and shout "BUH!"..
And i forgot to write wad i did yesterday dat was super freaking cool..
It was abt to rain and the wind was freaking cool just like hurricane..
So Max spit and guess what?..
there was no gravity,the spit flew up and float ard..
So i tried it,same thing happen..told Azlan to do it..
Just before he was abt to spit,his spit quickly run to Faiz's shirt as if it was a magnet.Haha..Then he made a second attempt..This time his spit went into Nas's face..HAHAHAHAHA!..Then today Q's beatbox made me laugh..
And when i went back home,i had to continuously look behind to see if u were there..
And i even remembered our times together..
I'm hating this current situation,fasting is another problem but nt seeing Rubinah made my day more worst..
I miss u and i love u..
I had many dreams of u
Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.


Tuesday, August 10, 2010


ALryte I'm gonna blog..
Yesterday was miserable..
No rubinah and it was boring,i didnt speak much yesterday..
It's like nobody ever exist at all..
Slept late like i always do and Sabit told me good news..WOOHOO..
Then today wake up effing early..
Played psp and comp and got a msg and can't meet Rub today and it was unexpected seriously..So Black called me and met up..
Though i wish dat i was sending boo to skool at dat time..Sobsob..
Then went somewhere and off we went to rendevous point..
But luckily,when we alighted,decided to call Mimi and he was across the street..
Klau tk,da waste time je gy rendevous point..
So walked2,slowly Siva,Danny and Erna met up..
Walk here and there..
Point at jet and bird coz we imagined birds were jets..HAHA..
And at this place,this group of peoples walked passed me and i swear i can smell Rubinah's scent..Dats when i really2 need her bad..
After a long walk,the fireworks began..
Believe or not,we were near the fireworks..
And i swear i need Rubinah beside me that badly..
I wanna hold her hands,hug her from behind and kiss her cheeks at that moment..
But she's nt wif me..What a sad life..
But still,the fireworks was AWESOME..
We were near till my jeans were trying to fly off..
Dats wad me,Siva,Syahmi and black felt..
Then blah3,we went MRT..
Then there was platform A and B..
Went to platform B but it says out of service..
Went to A and waited..
Then a trrain from B came and most of the ppl came in..
So just abt to hold on to the railing,it says dat it is out of service..FUCK..
So i quickly ran to platform A and hugged the door,trying to be the first to enter..
So the other ppl laughed at me and i shout "I'll be the first to enter,not you"..
Then again,they laugh..hah..Ni lah keje2 F.Fauzan klau da mendak..
Then in the train,it was crowded,Me,Siva,Mimi and Black sat at the floor when it was crowded..Heck care uh..We are so fucking tired..
And we were the most Noisiest ones..
We even record a video..Will be uploaded to FB soon..
The video was abt what we are thinking..
Black was "no comment"..
Mimi was something like no skooling tmrw..
F.Fauzan was "I love u Rubinah"..
Siva was "Wad i think is" then halfway black stopped the recording..HAHA..
So nw I'm at home,chatting with boo..
Like FINALLY we can cntct..
Gonna meet her tmrw..
I love Rubinah..
This year I want u alone okay?
Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.


Sunday, August 8, 2010


I'm so bored..
Been sick these few days..very very sick..
Me and boo getting sick together but i got worse..
Just when my arm came into contatc wif her,she said I'm hot ^^ ..
Still sick but we took care for each other especially the parts abt panadaol..hehe..
Thought of going back home late on friday since I was accompanying boo but it turned out to be early than i expected..
And going back home was a challenge..I was so breathless and the worst thing is,i can't eat chocolate..Everytime when i happily touched the nutella,the flashbacks begin,there it was,Rubinah saying "U da saket2 masei bole makan chocolate eh?"..
So i had to put back the yummy nutella away..Aww man,it's so tempting you know..
And its been a long time since I met up wif adek Syakirin and Raifana..
So lets begin with Yesterday..
Started the day wif boo msging me..Hurhur..
Then halfway,somehow it stopped..If it didnt stopped,i would have met her and bring her along for Syikka's Party :( ..I regret for not bringing her..
So met up wif Syakir,Dee and Fir and off we head to the party..
Took us quite some time to get there and walah,reached the place..
And Syikka says I smoke alot :( ..Where got..HAHAHHA..
So we went to the beach,talked abt ghost and see fireworks..
If only me and Syakir could bring Rubinah and Shazee..
Its like we were left out..Too many couples at the beach..
Syakir and Fathir = Gay of the day...
Then head back again to party..
This time had an in teresting chit chat wif Syikka and i was clumsy..
She asked "describe one word that suits Rubinah the best"..
So i was quiet for some time coz i didnt realize that she was asking me,i thought she was telling me her answer..See what I meant by clumsy..
So I answered "TRUSTWORTHY".. Yes Rubinah is trustworthy to me...
That's why I love her :D :D :D...
So we took pics and i became Syikka's listening ear..Woohoo..
So went back home and boo accompanied me thru the journey..
Reached home after midnight,wish i could do this more often..
Slept ard 2 am since made McDelivery and accompany boo since she can't sleep..
So this morning was awake by this call..Hah..Ignored the call and went bck to sleep..And I had many dreams and Rubinah was in it for many times..I love it..
And boo,get well soon,I want tomorrow to work..
I wanna hug u under the moonlights i swear..heh..
And its time for me to take things serious from now on..

I love that trustworthy Rubinah ^^
Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.


Wednesday, August 4, 2010


Yes its 11.30..Boo is asleep since she didnt replied me..
I'm not blaming u,we're both sick..
And i hate to be sick especially when i sneeze alot and dat makes me hungry..
So now I've been letting my mind filled with music..
But i'm missing Rubinah too though we met today..
And I've been using english more since I'm wif Rubinah..
Hah,but the best thing was having fun wif her..
And dats why I love u..
U're nt skooling tmrw but i know that u're gonna read this blog..
Let me tell u this STRAIGHT!..
I love u and I'm missing u!..
Keep those words in ur head and locked it,give me the key and let me swallow it coz I wanna make it last for a longlong time..
Heh,and I relaised I nvr scolded u before and u didnt..
And sometimes u think that I'm angry wif u..
I'm not gonna get angry wif u over the smallest things..
u know me,I'm always ard wif my craps and jokes..
Be grateful for who u have coz I'm already grateful for having u..
And please,don't forget to claim ur prize from me tmrw..Hehe..
I'm out,can't sleep,need to get rid of this flu..
Lastly,I never fail to say this coz I know i wont stop this " I LOVE RUBINAH "
Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.


Sunday, August 1, 2010


These days with boo was awesome..
So lets strt wif Friday..
Worst of all,i had meetings..The meeting which every teenager should not have wanted..So after that horrible meeting,went to class and i was late due to that meeting..At class,didnt do work..
Took out book but didnt do a thing..Its so hard to understand boolean algebra..
Then it started to rain heavily..
I was shivering in class and next thing i knew was break time..
Otw to the cafe,most of us started shivering hard..
And dont mention the queue,it was like a fireplace..Warm and cozy..I love it..
After eating,me,danny,siva,shahrul and arul went for smokes..
And another worst thing,it was still raining and we're shivering more..
During smokes,me and danny had to hug each other..kay i know weird of me..
So had our maths..I didnt attend class coz there was a performance on event plaza..
Shahrul and Siva had left us earlier without informing us..
So me and danny went down to watch the performance..
I can say that it was quite a bore though..
And can't make it in time to fetch boo..Sorry boo..
So met boo at LS and lpak2..
Tried to sleep but that Iman scared me with the guitar..
So boo and me went off..
Boo gets her bonus and i got her jacket ^^ ..
And yesterday was the best with boo,we showed much love..
And now,there's this crazy dude shouting opposite my block..
And i get to see all the action..
I'm so gonna record when the police comes..Hurhur..
Kay nw i just need to survive a day without boo..Argh,dats so gonna be hard..
Tmrw is our time,the owing stuff must be settle..Hehehe..
And the promise we both made,I'm hoping u're keeping it and i know i will :D

I love u Rubinah
Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.