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Fathir Fauzan.
Sixteen.
Fall out boy,All time low,The Maine,etc.
i eat,drink,smoke,poop,pee,breathe and burp
i don't really understand things that revolves around me
god give me strength to go through my shitty life



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Izzy
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Wednesday, July 28, 2010
QE1001F and 2 months of love


Kay now I'm using my last energy update this..
Been having much fun with QE1001F..
I swear things just gets better and better..
Been playing alot,jokes alot and of coz,being chased out by teachers..
And today,a dog nearly bite..Ain't funny..
Me and Danny were having this topic and we were laughing..
So my spidey sense,was weird..
I kept staring at these dog,then when it nearly passed by me,it started to pounce at me..So i was jumping and pushing Danny..
But my intention was to jump high and let Danny catch me just like Scooby Doo..Hehe..
Then played AP again..FUH..AWESOME!!!!..
So i've talked abt skool..
Now lets talk bout boo...
Its been 2 mnths and we had much fun..Fun that u and i can't really get..
U gave me happiness,i gave u care..
U make me sneeze,i make u scratch..
I made u mine,will u make me yours?..
I said I love you,you gave me the sweetest smile..
I gave u a hug,u rest ur body to mine..
And the best part was lying ur head to my body and me hugging u and i nearly slept..
And today,u made me shocked with the **** u gave me...
Rubinah owes me a piggyback and pictures ^^ ...
U're making me love u even more..
And now my jacket is wif u..Ya that BIG jacket of mine..
I'm so gonna wear ur jacket..Hehe..
Kay my energy is draining..
Rubinah,I love u..Keep your promises and I'll show u what I'm more capable of..

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Thursday, July 22, 2010


Skool was BORING!!..
Skip those moments..
Went to meet boo after skool..
We had a long walk but yet close to her area..Hah..
Then went to bpp..And she wore my jacket and it was big for her..
So spent most time with boo..
She poke my nose,i used magic finger on her nose,took her slippers and many more..
things get better but will it be worthy?..
This was ringing in my head for a long time..
I'm sleepy now..
Boo is holding on to my jacket but i dont want to hold on to any of her things..
I just wanna hold on to u for as long as we can be..
Love Rubinah manymany..
Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.


Monday, July 19, 2010


I am!!!! SUPER DUPER BORED!!!..
Boo is asleep and i think i will in a while..
So today had AE and completed my work first in class..Yay..hehe..
So after skool,met up Syakir and off we went to Jurong..
Then Went to hunt for some stuff..hurhur..
Then met boo..Tried to peel off stickers but she didnt let me..Aww..
So sent her home but halfway,i realised that I couldnt make it in time..
So i had to went sepereate ways..Kissed her on forehead and cheeks and off i went :D.
So when i reached the PAP,realised that sis had fetch Sarah..Waste my time only..
I could have sent boo straight home..Haish..
So met up with Syafiqah and Hayati coincidentally..
Made Hayati crazy with some pics..And had our pantun competition..
And jyeah,i won! YAY..
So now I'm so so so damn bored..
Wont be meeting boo tmrw...
Aww man,I'm hungry,bored,tired and sleepy..
And and and dont keep on lying..Thats for you,yes you..
You're a liar and it just fuels to the fire..

Kay bye
Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.


Sunday, July 18, 2010


I slept most of the time yesterday..
Nobody msged or called me..
Well not really,boo did called and msged me for a short while..
And i kept complaining that I'm hungry and i got pizzas..YEAH!!..
So yet again i slept early and today woke up ard 9 liddat..It sux..
And now idk wad to do,my handphone is silent for many hours..
The only person who called me today is Syakir..
Nw nobody entertain me..Not even games can help me..
I'm missing Boo and her scent..
Well yeah its a short post since i did nothing for both days..Haish..

I want Rubinah's hand in mine for a long time :D
Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.


Friday, July 16, 2010


So finally today ate Mcspicy..Hehe..Went to eat at LS and went back home for awhile..
Come back and lpak2 with boo..
And was supposed to fetch Sarah..
So boo,as usual,tag along with me..
When we're gonna reach,i hold back coz i saw dad trying to fetch Sarah..
So me and boo had our time and trying my best to candid her..Hehe..
Then was supposed to meet Tipah inside K.H LRT..
The followed Tipah and sent boo home..
And nw I havent received a text or call from boo..
And when i check FB,i knew something aint right..
So now i'm having my worrying mood..
Boo,take care of yourself..
And I wanna apologise to my cousin for not waking him up coz i was asleep too..

I say where I come from
We learn to make the best of things
Honey since we met
And I know u've had the best of me
so u can lock me up, yeah baby throw away that key

I love Rubinah..
The End..
Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.


Thursday, July 15, 2010


I swear today's 8am to 5pm lesson was AWESOME..
First lesson was TM and did most of the work and had a hot topic at the back of the class..Then had DE(P)..Put up some chips and did the work..
So during our break,teacher stopped me and my partner and said dat i was hardworking but i can't tamed my partner..LOL?..
Then went home for awhile and met them at idk whcih blk..
Then had AE..Sat infront at paid attention..
Last few minutes,played some games with the rest..
Somehow we were seperated and it was just me,Danny and Yana..
Then me and danny accompanied Yana to co-op..
otw there,me and Danny laughed at the lift infront of many unknown students..HAHA..
So Yana went to buy her sweet and me and Danny waited for her..
Then something caught my attention,my eyes went big and i said out loud "CHOKI CHOKI!"..So me and danny ran to grab some..its been a long time..FUH..
So Yana helped us to cut the queue..Muahaha..
Then head back class and Danny asked "Nk wrestling?"..
Coz a few days ago,me and danny was hyper till he wrestle me and i entertain him..
So i agreed with the wrestling and we did many2 stunts..
And the teacher chased me and i ran ard class..
Somehow he got me and he nearly punch me..OMG..
So it goes like this :
Teacher:You sat infront of my class and paid full attention,you are a better student,why now play ard?"..At that time,he was ready to punch..
F.Fauzan:"At least i pay attention mah,wah cher you also want to wrestle me?"..
So after that convo,i laughed at his face and continue running away..hurhur..
I'm bad,oops,but someone is more EVIL than me..hehehe..
Aftr skool,tot of meeting boo but something happened..
So nw I'm dead bored,boo is asleep..She msged me all day..Aww,thnx bby..
Tmrw I'm hoping to fetch her after skool..Heh..
I love u boo..Just like what i msged u when we put down the phone..
Someone please make me fall asleep so that i would be dreaming of boo..hehe
Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.


Wednesday, July 14, 2010


Kay i'm so so bored..
And i did received many good comments..
Oh I'm so proud..Weehee..
They say that i've becoming nicer in some ways but i dont really understand why..
Heh..And been having many best times wif boo..I really never had these kind of moments with any other gerls..Heh..
So today had new classmate and i was chasing and defeating Shahrul..
Boo cnfrm say "U tgok bnyk wayang uh"..hehe..
Boo knows me inside out maybe and i know her inside out..
I dont wanna post anything bout my day coz it was boring..
I want that Ben&Jerry offer..
And got my schedule for YOG work..Hurhur..
But yesterday with boo was the best..
We had a new "daughter"..And we had so much fun..
And i even introduced her to my "friend" and she was kicking and screaming..Heh..
And and and,our daughter had your scent..Grr u make me wanna hug u tight..
Tmrw i end late and maybe i'm nt able to meet boo..Aww..
And today i received an unexpecting kiss and a bite..Haha..
Seriously,if i were to tell you guys the story,you would be laughing..
I told boo abt this and she laugh and said "tkde keje pe"..
Heh..I admit,i'm random and childish but still caring for boo..Heh..


Things happen for a reason,
One person felt it,
one person ignores it..
The next thing you knew,the person will feel it..
It goes right back round..

And if there's an unexpected access,i might private it or maybe change URL again..
Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.


Sunday, July 11, 2010


Yesterday had no plans but boo called me and went to meet her since she's having a prob..At least i get to get out of here..Heh..
Met her and accompanied her..Then sent her home..
So today was so BORING...
The Mio set up box was broken..WRONG TIMING EH!..
I wanna watch Spain vs Holland in HD lerh..
So today watched Gridiron Gang and Star Wars EP 3..
After that sleep from 2 plus till 6 plus..
Went back online and chat2 with boo..
I'm so gonna win the bet..I wanna laugh at both of your face when i see you both in the morning..Hurhur..Double Mcspicy can?..Hehehehe..
So tomorrow after watching the finals,i will bath,change and get out of house at 6 plus..Just like in Secondary school life..Hehehe..
Cnfrm on my way to meet boo in the morning,i will meet lots of juniors..Muahaha..
So tmrw meet boo before we go to skool..That's fun..She's gonna be hyper and i wanna see how she does it..heh..
Recently while i was updating this blog of mine,i smelled boo's scent..
That's really strange though..
Hw come my house have boo's scent lingering around..
The last time i brought her to my house was to catch a movie wif classmates..
And I started to become a vampire coz I can't wait to see her since her scent is here..Argh i want her now badly..GRR..
And Spain,please make me win this bet..I'm counting on you..HEHE..

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Friday, July 9, 2010


So I dont wanna talk abt yesterday..
Today happily woke up for skool..
So reached skool's 7-11 at ard 8.05..
Went up class and there were only 3 students..
So i was shocked lah why only three ppl..
So as time flies,more students came in..
And i found out something that is so super tk kelakar..
Lesson strts at 8.30 but i wasted my time waking up early..Fuck it..
So i PAID ATTENTION in class..Yesterday i paid attention too and i learnt much more abt how transformers are created and how useful they are..this is so not me..Heh..
Then skool ended early at 11.30..
So went out,bought ciggs and was thinking when to go to Fajar Sec to fetch boo..
So i decided to WALK from T.W to Fajar Sec since I've got plenty of time..
Then went to BPP to buy something and continued my journey..
So on my way there,saw boo's granny and her cute adek sedare..SO CUTE!!..
Then waited there ALONE..And saw Fariq and Faiz from far..
So i joined them and Iman came along..
Then Suaidah,Sarina,Kenet and Boo came..
Lpak2 here and there and went to LS..
Lpak2,talk2,jokes2,argue2 and sent boo back home..
So nw I'm super bored..
Idk how to contact boo..
I need a messenger pigeon..Heh..
But hopefully monday will help ease our problems..
And and and..I am SUPER DUPER FUCKING HAPPY!!..
When i went to check my inbox,received another email abt the stuff i buying online..
JYEAH!..It's on its way to Singapore,my address and maybe arriving in 4 days..
I can seriously jump for joys for hours..YAY YAY YAY..
And yea,maybe i'll private my blog..
Pape tnye pt MSN aje..
Kay I'm so in love wif my blog song but i still love Rubinah more though..
Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.


Wednesday, July 7, 2010


So today skool was tiring i guess?..
Slept in class but got disturb by that Zuhairi..
So when we wanna get out of class early,me,Nas,Zuhairi,Azlan,Qamarul were at the toilet..So we were waiting for Mimi to get out so we can just go out of skool rather than wait for teacher to dismiss us..
So then the teacher opened the door..
So i jumped back and shout "teacher"..
The rest jumped back except for Azlan..he was staring at the teacher and dunnoe wad to do..So me and Nas was running first and when i turned back,Azlan was behind us..
So i thought that teacher will be angry..And Mimi call saying that teacher was angry at us so we had to get back to class..
After that,went LS with Qamarul,Sabit and his friend..
And the funny thing was from Izzy..
She actually wanted to ask me how long have i stop smoking but then she made a funny reaction when she looked at me..Fuh..Terkejot sey die..
Then from the look of boo's face,i thougt she forgot abt the smudge..
So someone then took my thermometer coz she wanna "look" at it..
So boo and kenet ended up smudging me wif paint..
At first i thought that it was ice cream..
Then Sabit said that it's like Singapore..
So when i take a look at reflection,it was painted red and white..
So my right cheeks was painted by them and i had to get to the toilet..
So on my way there,i look like a soccer fanatic..
So when i was abt to enter the toilet,this old man came out and i kinda disturbed him and he laughed at me..Seriously,his laughter made me laugh too..
So went back,chase boo and got her red paint..
And i accidentally did something to boo..
And here's the weird part..I swear it was weird..
When i saw what happen,i was quiet for awhile and a song came out from my mind..
This is the lyrics:
"Oh god, I did the wrong thing to the right girl
My mind was only in it for a minute
I did a bad thing with a good girl
I was stupid and dumb, not givin’ up "


So we had a negotiation with boo,kenet and someone..Then i got distracted and someone get to smudge paint at my right arm...
So i chase her and i ACCIDENTALLY smudge it at her shirt..
I'm so sorry someone for that accidental act..
Then followed boo and someone to greenridge..
And otw there,i purposely made myself being irritating till boo complained..
All due to someone coz she didnt want to return my thermometer..
heh,so finally i got it and boo went to take her order..
And while she was taking her food,i saw something and laughed at her..
And she kept saying her fav quote and that is "shut up u"..
And she like to say she is deaf whenever i talk..
So i had to play dumb..Whenever i speak,i wont make a sound..
Why?..Coz she said she is deaf mah..hehe..
So lastly,I wanna apologise to Rubinah and someone..SORRY!!!

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Tuesday, July 6, 2010


First day of ITE West?..
Buh!..It was humiliating..
Too humiliating to say it..
It got me quiet on my first day..
So after skool,played soccer at LS..Awesome but was not feeling well..
So then went off with boo,Fana and Iman..
So i told Iman abt the humiliation and someone heard it..
Ape lagy,Fana and Rubinah was laughing at the story..
So in the LRT,did something wrong..heh..
Then disturb boo in the LRT..
And i got marks on my arm but i did bite boo's finger..hehe..
So when we alight,i picked a "partner" for boo and Fana..Haha..Bored mah..
Then when going out,boo said "cmne u nk kluar?"..
I think she said dat,so i made my face and duck down..
So the next thing i knew,BOOM,i hit something..
Strangers were looking at me but boo and Fana was laughing loud..MALU..
So today,the second day of skool was better..
Slept at class,then walked ard skool during teacher's lecturing..
Had fun though,found new jokes and new places..
So we named that place vivocity rooftop and Marina barage..
Firstly,the rooftop was like vivo,secondly,there's a patch of grass just like the marina barrage..Gayrek..Hurhur..
Then had to tap ez link for attendance and had our special class bonding at the lift..In the lift,the malay and chinese all squeeze together..
So we scream inside and pushed ard..
So when we reached to the 2nd floor,somebody suggested to stay at the lift,not to go out..So when the lift door open,we all stayed there and ppl outside had their blur face..Hahaha..Seriously fun..Damn i love that class..
So after skool,went to BP wif black..
Finally my ez link can work,maybe its due to attendance taking..Weehee..
Then we smoke2 and off i went to meet boo..
Short time but i managed to disturb her many times..
So when i get back,i called Arfah since she missed call me..
So during this part of conversation,they dared me to say something..
And even Erliana said dat my voice was different and didnt believe me..
Erly even forced me to say "adidas" but i said adida..hehehe..
So now i got the acoustic tracks..Ohmy...
John O'Callaghan's voice really made me jealous..
I want his voice that badly..GRR..
Kay gtg,wanna wait for boo..
I dont wanna be a distraction to her projects..
Love Rubinah manymany..
Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.


Sunday, July 4, 2010


Met Rubinah for 6 days straight..
How awesome was that..
I didnt expect it to be straight though..
I completely forgot what i did on tuesday but remembered wednesday..
Wednesday had orientation..Went to CCK ITE..
So first we had buffet..Me and Danny didnt ate coz of something..
Then it was tour time and i heard that they was a new classmate..
So idk why i was eager to make fwens wif him..
So i told Azmi wether he wanted to make fwens or not but he wanted me to make a move.
So along the way,i grabbed Nasrul to accompany me..
And that guy was freaking tall..Height is ard 192..
So Nasrul said hello but he cant hear coz he was too tall maybe?..
Si inside the lift,me and nas introduced each other to our new fwen..
And yea,there was a story behind this fellow and me..
And he kept being on my side as if we were reallyreally close..
Its my first time making fwens that will stay next to me till dismissal..
So then headed to LS..Brought along Nas,Danny and Shahrul..
Then sat with boo and she wandered ard with kenet..
But things get suspicious when they came back and kept looking at me..
So again,boo sat next to me and i looked at her..
She was getting ready to smudge me since she was holding an ice cream at her hand..
So i ran ard LS,kenet and boo chasing me..
And alas,i managed to escape..Weehee..
So once again,boo alone chased me..Stopped at this block,she got distracted and i managed to take back the ice cream..
Then smudge3 and went back to toilet..
Threw some water at each other till kenet ran away and left boo alone..
Then went to red table where syuhada was sitting and yet again,they never stop to threaten me..And i stepped at something and nearly fall down..
Then next thing i knew,boo was running towards me and saw something at her leg since it was partially my fault when i nearly fell..HAHAHA..
Had enurf fun,sent her home and game-ed all nyte..
Thursday,my revenge started..
This time,i was the one holding the ice cream..
Boo was running ard same as kenet..
So kenet signalled me to smudge boo since we were sitting..
Then i managed to smudge some at boo but no pics..AWW..
Then went to accompany boo to the toilet and kenet was chasing me..
And it was slippery..Kenet managed to throw some water at me..
And the remaining at boo..Hahaha..
After washing up,me and boo planned to do some at kenet and i swear i forgot wad happen next..Nebemind bout that..
Friday..
Had to meet boo outside Fajarr secondary but ended up meeting at BP LRT..
Met Din,kenet and boo..
Waited for syuhada and i got a new ezlink..Hehehe..
Then me and boo went to boo's house but along the way,it started to rain..
So we were stranded at this block..
So i created some jokes for boo.its an inside jokes though..
Even if we were to tell you guys,you guys wont understand..
Only me and Rubinah knows..Hehehe..
So we were stranded like abt 2 hours?..
Then went to LS straight..
Boo and kenet went to kenet's place..
And i was helping HidJ with something..
Then went to find boo since she's lost..Hehe..
And sent her home..
Saturday..
Our plan was to catch eclipse..
So it was going to be,me and rubinah,sabit and kenet..
Went to meet boo at SV and off to Lot to buy tickets..
Then me and boo had some time together..
Met Sabit and something "unfunny" happened..
Went to talk with the manager and success..
Kenet didnt get to join us so it was 3 of us..
Wile watching eclipse..There was this guy snoring loudly at the cinema..
Sabit and me kept staring at each other..Me and boo laughed together..
Then boo suggested to throw something at that man..
I took out some 5 cents and 10 cents coin..
Boo threw the coin but missed it..
So we ignored and wathced the movie..
Then the snoring man became more annoying..
His snores were getting louder..
So boo asked me wether i have a paper with me.
Found some and had an arguement with boo..
We argued abt who will get to shoot the snoring man..But gave it to boo..
Then boo catapult it to the snoring man..
After the shot,boo's head was near my right shoulder and Sabit's head was near to my left shoulder..We were controlling our laughter..
Then when i looked at the snoring man,he was scratching his forehead and that was the spot where boo shot..So i started bursting some laughter first..
Then Sabit and Boo laughed along..And that snoring man was looking at us and smiled..
After the movie,went to had our dinner..
Then sent her home..
I swear that this 6 days straight meeting boo was AWESOME..
Those moments we had together was unforgettable..
I never had a love like this..
Idk bout boo but i think she never had it too..
I swear i love Rubinah manymany..
Never gonna leave boo..
Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.