I'm having so much problems lately..
Number one: My knuckles hurt for no reason..
Number two: Nearly broke my arm and still hurts on the 3rd day..
Number three: My back is killing me..
Number four: I need to find a job..
Number five: I miss Rubinah =( ..


So lets strt wif Thursday coz i can remembered things that day..
Went to skool late coz its just having one lesson since its our last day..
So lets skip to our 2 hour break..
Lepak and they suggested to play A.B..
The first game,Faiz was the one who needs to find us and do something..
Qamarul was caught and i managed to save him..
And dat part,it was my first time seeing Faiz doing some diving "arey2" style..
So Shahrul also did his parkour..Jumped from 2nd floor and shocked most of us..
Soon,it was my turn..Caught most of them except for Black and Faiz..
So while seaching for them,Faiz ran to save them..
I ran towards the ball and dive "arey2" style and so did Faiz..
And guess wad,he dived on my arm..My arm was in 180 degrees and when the impact strted,it was more than 180 degrees..And there i was rolling on the table wif my injured hand..Till now,it hurts..I can't even bend or straight my arm..
And its hard living without right arm..
Hard to bath,eat,type,open door,switch off lights and many things uh..
Even when i sleep,i had to scream myself awake coz i accidentally move my arm..
I wanna tie my hand to Rubinah ^^ ..Cnfrm i wont move..Hehe..
So wad i did most of the time is listening to music,smoke,watch movies the whole day at home and otp wif her..

I miss u hell yea.. Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.



Liar liar pants on fire..
Fuck you..Everybody hates you..
I'm bored..
Skool's getting awesome..Well nt the skool..
Fwens are the best..Why?..
Made me laugh wif their stories..Especially Mimi's story abt a tragic accident..
Fuh,just imagine if you dislocated your knee and knuckles..
It hurts ryte?..But this person just fix his bone in a cruel way..
He said dat he is used to it..Fuh,hardcore babe..
If i can fix any part of my body wif dat simple thing,i would be jumping from my house..hurhur..
Tmrw maybe play truant,wednesday maybe play truant too..
Coz wednesday meeting Nadiah and i'm not gonna make her wait till 5 just to talk..
So yea,I've been hesitating..And I'm sorry..Can't you see that I've been trusting you the whole time and it led to this?..
You said you dont care,i trusted you..
Why can't you just tell me things straight?..
Don't have to say the things that you didnt meant to say..
Please understand this..Both are at faults..
Hope this is a lesson learnt for us..
Wadever it is..There's still one thing that you may or not know..
I've said it before..Guess it yourself..^^
And you know dat I can't stop and won't stop..
Nw I'm blank..Somebody talk to me..Lets open a topic and I'm gonna talk crap..hehe

Labels: This year i want you to be alone

Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.



I'm confused with my feelings coz she's so distracting..
I love Rubinah..There i said it..^^
I love everything bout her..
Her promise,I'm gonna treasure it..
She never failed to make me smile..
So lets strt wif today..
Was suppossed to go to Navy open house..
Thought of not going..Heh..
So went there instead..
In the bus,Raymond talked abt "checking"..
So most of us were hiding our ciggs except me..
So when it was checking time,the army guy told us to put everything in the basket..
Me and Black shared the same basket..
So we took out everything and i put my ciggs at the basket..
Black was like "WTH,shit"..
But the guy did nothing..Hehe..After dat,many came to me and mcm jakon gytu wif my ciggs..The open house was quite boring uh..
I even had to make the other students from different skool to laugh..Haiya..
After dat,went back home and did something..
Ard a few minutes,went bck out and met Rubinah..Hehe..
So lets skipped to the part at my house..
Most of my malay classmates came to my house and i brougt along Rubinah..Heh..
We watched movie..
Before that,me and Rub went to drink something coz its for her own good..Hehe
And I think dad was trying to take a pic of me and her..
Hehe..End of movie,sent her home and Sabit tagged along..
So nw I'm still sleepy coz i and Rubinah drank some "sleepy syrup"..Hehe Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.



So lets strt wif TODAY..
Woke up abit late coz i didnt realise dat she msged me..
Woke up when she called me..Hehe..
So done with bathing and stuff..
Went for smoking and yea,some fucking shit happened..
I was attacked while smoking..Wanna noe wad happen?..Ask me at MSN..
So yea,told my mates what happened and they were laughing at me..
Then had our CIP..Had to collect recycle stuff..
Go to idk wad block and started..The lift was the best part.
We just thought that its 10 storey but it was 25 storeys..
Then there was like ard 9 ppl..
I think it was the 23rd or 22nd storey dat made me laugh..
I was smoking and Mimi said dat the door is open..
So Zuhairi and i think me was infront..
Then suddenly the dog run towards the door and bark at us..
I think i was the first to run..Hehe..Scary sia..
Then we went seperate ways..
Me,Danny and Zuhairi as a team..
So we took turns at each storey..
So again,this storey was mine to check..
Just as i was abt to walk the corridor,another dog ran and bark..
So wadcha think i did?..I run lah..Hehe..
Den end things and head to our rendeavous point..
There were many classes and Raymond told me and company to do stacking..
Just when he said dat,we quickly reacted..
We ignored him..Heheh..Kekek uh..
Den Raymond pulled one by one and I pulled Shahrul and ran away..Hehe..
So lets just skip to the 3 p.m stuff..
Qamarul made me laugh alot..
Wif his vogue split..HAHAHAHA..
Went lpak,something happened and came home at 8 i think..
Nw imma update someone's blog.. Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.



This is from yesterday,didn't published it due to some reason..
She knoews why coz she heard it..
Fuck Jyeah..Finished my project..
CAD project was *toot*..Didnt even had a report..
Finished my board but it was shorted so i dont care and just hand it up..
And yea,i realised that i didnt zip my pants.. -.-
Den theory had our retest..Sat beside Qamarul and Black sat behind me..
And we kept copying..Hehe..Especially ME..Hehe..
I wasnt copying actually,just asking for formulas...Hehe..
Den break went to lpak place..Finally Reeza joined us..
Me,Azlan and Mimi disturb her bout some issues ^^..
Went back to class to end my EEP project..
And yea,i was rushing for some reasons..
Did this,did that and Fuh!!..
When i sent for some checking,i was having high hopes..
Den he checked it and he said it worked..
I took the scotchtape and was ready to throw it around..
But yea BUT..Kai Jun smelled something..
He said dat my board was heating up..
So its a bad sign though..
So i told them to act as if nothing happen..
So i ran ard screaming "Fuck you" to the class...Hehe..Mcm menang World Cup gytu..
Den went to LS,met her,lpak for awhile and walked off wif her..
Badabimbadabum..
Went home 7 plus..Hurhur Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.



SO lets strt from yesterday..
Can't remember much..
Had theory and when it was abt to end,teacher said who wanted to leave can leave..
So the rest went out except me..
Hurhur,semangat blaja dok..
Den a few minutes,my confidence was gone so i went out..
Went to find the rest and got this someone kept shouting "oi" at me..
It was Reeza but i didnt notice coz i dont entertain ppl who call like dat..
Den i forgot sia..Ni lah bad headache..
Den today went skool and did our project..
So when it was time to pack up,my dark side started..Hurhur..
My soulder was still hot and yea,i started threatening Azlan..
Azlan was screaming and i just laugh..
Den swing2 ard and threaten Qamarul..
I just placed the soulder at his arm and his reaction..FUH!!..
Tkle angs dok...I was ROTFLOL..
Den went for theory and semangat uat assignment..
So went to lpak place and talk2..
So when back to class and i played comp..Never did work..
So at that time Siva's phone was taken..Somebody took it..
Halfway while i was reading some stories,teacher locked my comp..WTH..
So Siva was still searching for it and kept blaming us..
So i really dont know the story and we laughed at him coz his nose gets small and started to cry maybe..
And i was still bored coz my comp still locked so i did something till it was unlock..Woohoo..Teacher didnt noticed it..
So finally Siva's phone was found..
Nas tooked it..Salute him sia coz he made Siva nearly cry..Hurhur..
So after skool went to buy ciggs..Hehe..
Went lot Azlan,Zuhairi,Danny and Faiz to accompany Danny find job..
So we took turns asking for vacancies..And had fun too..
Then they decided to go to Jurong point but i didnt want to coz i noe dat I'm gonna see someone..So at last,i followed them..
Walk around and ask for vacancies..
Then Azlan wanted to buy ice cream,me and Danny waited..
So i looked ard and SSAAAPPP..
I saw my ex..Dats whom i was referring to..
My ex was with Azlan's cousin..And Azlan tegor-ed his cousin..
So my ex followed too and i watched her from her head to her feet..
Hehe..Da lamerh tk nmpk die mah..
So went outside and smoke outside..
So I'm abit dizzy and i kept colliding wif strangers..Hurhur..
So yea,nw i'm otp-ing wif someone..
And yea,nw i'm making a hard choice.. Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.



So today woke up late to the late but she woke up late-er than me..
Den nothing to do,slept again and she woke me up..
So woke up ard 3 plus..Hurhur..
Den ntg to do mah..Webby wif people..Hurhur..
So today had the joke of the day and its from Sue..HAHAA..
Can't say it..And yea,got a sad news..
Iman tkle lepak lagy..Sedih sak..IMAN!!!..IMY..Haha..
I miss my bbylove(s)..
So nw imma tune my guitar,bye2.. Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.



Life without Starhub cable tv SUCKS..
Dats wad i said to my family..
Seriously,there's nothing to do..
I wish i can go out nw but who is gonna accompany me..
Anyone here?..Heh..
So today went lpak,didnt follow family coz its Iman's last day..
Aww man,gonna miss you kid..
So brought two phones..don't ask why..
Lpak,smoke,takraw and many more..Gerek uh..
And joke of the day was from Qamarul..
He was finding his lighter but it was at his hand the whole time..
Den finally,the one thing that i've been hoping for came true..
It made me smile the whole time..
Then at going to be maghrib,ajul came and played cards..
Den his glowing thing started to leak and all of a sudden,i started to sing "i gotta feeling"..So random sia..Den put some of the leaks at my hand..
Woohoo,I was glowing and something happened..
Syakir made me scared by saying something.. -.-
Den went home but before i go,Iman was sleeping,he's cute sia but the sad part is,its his last day..He's the one who've been making me laugh..
Thanx bestfriend for everything..Pape text..
Went home and did normal stuff..
Maybe I'm forgetting to put some stuff coz Nadiah told me update fast..Ayoyo..
I'm still waiting sia..Lamerhnye..
Gonna sleep at 3 maybe..
Nw waiting for "time"..Hehe..
We planned many things today..Looking forward to it.. Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.



I'mma blog twice today coz i didnt blog abt yesterday..Hurrah??
So lest begin from yesterday..
Woke up late..Went skool late coz i had ciggs for breakfast and make me dizzy..
At class,did nothing,disturb people and helped carry stuff..
Den went home coz I'm supposed to sent Sarah to skool..
Sent Sarah and thought of going to LS but met Erliana,Arfah and Syafiqah otw there..
So i decided to lepak wif them since its a long time we lpak together..
And yea,they updated me and i learned something abt Erliana..Haha..
I noe she's gonna read this..Hehe..
They are crazy nowadays..Nehh,maybe crazy is not their type..
Insane is their type..Hah..
They even "made" a new song..Haha..Kecoh btol dorg..
Then went somewhere..Tot of playing in the rain but too bad..It stopped..
Walk somewhere and someone called me..I didnt gave him my number coz there's a reason..Hah..The first few minutes was the best coz i get to disturb someone..
Then my luck ran out..Oh damn..
Sat at this place and watched every passerby..
Taking every chance i had to disturb but i'm losing it..
I'll have to close my eyes when i get the wrong person..
She's lucky coz she always win..Fair fo u but nt me..Haha..
Den continued again and made jokes..Heh..
Strike again and this time,we enjoyed it..Heh..
Den went a bit dizzy for us..
Went back home and ate medicine coz Nadiah forced me to..Aww..HAH..
Den chat wif humans..And told Syakir wad i did..YAY..
So when i was dizzy,i wasnt sick..It was something called "Lovedrunk"?..Haha
Make me high again yea..
Den idk wad i did coz i didnt ate much..Nw I'm okay and sleepy due to late sleeping..
Gonna blog later.. Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.



Tell me how does it feel?..
Feels like screaming and cry..
Tell me things straight..Don't have to hide things..
The more you hide,the more mistakes will be made and i dont wanna make that happen..
Yes you're always updated but sometimes I'm updated too..
I've heard this and heard that..
Tell me all the things that you're hiding..
I wanna hear it from you,not from any other person..
So today didnt went skool..
Went poly,accompanied me and usual routine..
Den head home and waited for Sabit..
Met him and head to LS..
We were talking abt this someone and that someone was there..WOW..
Den the screening began..Hah..
I was safe,hurhur..
And i miss Qamarul for saying "OMG"..Hurhur..
Nw i'm confused,maybe you are too..
Wadever it is,i still care and you know it..
I never gave up.. Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.



Eh hell shit,I'm bored..
All i can do is hear songs and planning my next strike..
We both had the same bite marks this morning..Hurhur..
Nw we know that its gone..
No worries,I'm gonna silent or off my hp so no one could save you when I'm torturing u..The smiles,the laughter,the clumsiness from me was what that made our day..
And i know that u're shocked to see me smoke again..^ ^
Well,what can i say?..That's just the way i roll baby..
I'm just waiting for tmrw morning..
Wanna see if u do forget,if u do,I'll be glad to torture u more..
And maybe we should exchange phones for a day..Heh..
See the pics inside of it and I'm gonna see yours..
And i have this habit of pointing my finger infront of people's faces..
And that's for you..you know i know..^^
My family met you except for mum..hah..
No worries,my knuckles are gonna be burning white next time i meet u coz u know wad u deserve..Heh..Don't hide ur smiles,i noe how u'll react..
Gonna mess ur hair,lean my forehead to yours and stare at each other..
Making bets is wad u're good at coz I end up losing..Dats just luck..Haha
When's my turn?..I wanna have complete revenge..
You always entertain my crap and imma entertain yours..
And you know wads the best part?..
Snatching your phone and something2..
Tell me wads so special about it?..
Keep on hiding and leave me guessing..
And its just a mix of something i was hoping for..
Appreciate it while i still can give..
And didn't believe dat you're dat different..
Looks like HBO has turned to a new level huh?..
Cnfrm Syakir agree on this..
I can't get off,I can't get over..
I want it all inside of you..
I called you up,you're getting off and I'm coming over..
You're (insert age here),I see your eyes,they're getting sober..
I hear your voice,you're calling out from me to you..
Aww man i love those lines..
Don't say that you just want to run away,replay all the things that i tried to say..
Keep that in mind..hide more of your feelings?..You think imma like it?..
Ask yourself wad do you feel if i treated you that way..
I can say this to you,you havent know me yet..
The way i treat you is different..Don't regret this..Keeping it shut..

Labels: The first kiss of something new

Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.



BORED BORED BORED..
Someone please entertain me..
Didnt receive my wake up call today..
Daily routine and slept in class..
Seriously,i was so sleepy,hehe,due to late sleeping..
Den had one hour break,went to usual place and went back to class late..
How late?..One hour late..Woohoo..
Played cards,them smoking,made jokes..
At class,did nothing but walked ard and something else..
Den went to LS..OTW there,made black stressed..
Haha..I was otp-ing and this person knows black and black is trying to figure out how..Haha..Kesian die..Tkpe,one day you know..
Den lpak,spit some venom to mhyra..Hurhur..
And got this hilarious thing happened..Hurhur..Getting fun..
And many asked me out this Saturday..Woohoo..
And I simply can't wait for july coz its the release of a new album..
Its wad me and Syakir has been waiting for..HELL YEA!!
Don't dissapoint me yea..

Labels: You pushed me around like a ragdoll

Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.



So wad did i do today?..Hmm...
Was bathing and Azlan told me to meet early..
Qamarul was late and left him behind..Alala..kesian die..
And soon,me and Zuhairi found our joke of the day..
Its from Azlan and it was centreparking and frequency..
there's a story behind it..
Reached skool,had lectures and ALYAA missed call me many times..
Haiyo,tkde keje eh?..
Den break was a bit fun i can say..usually our break,i would be sleepy..
Den had CAD i guess..
And i actually focused on my project..Weehee
Didn't P.T today..Hehe..Be good boy for a while..
And lets skip the fun part..Don't wanna elaborate coz my ear had some scratches and it bleed a bit..Ouch,it hurts and got this one time my left ear "shut down"..
Luckily i noe wad to do..hehe..
And i had the worst ride ever..Ayoyo..
And i should have silent my phone back then..
That call ruined my "bite"..
Nw idk wad to do..Two more days yea..
Someone please help me..I'm all mixed up..
Wad to do,tell me wads the right thing..
Someone please kill me with a flying piano..
And i fell in love with the song on my blog..Hehe Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.



I'm so not ready for skool tmrw..
Nt enurf rest i admit..
Today went lpak and walk2..Hurhur..
Finally i get to use the 500GB external drive..
Just imagine hw many things i can put inside..Woohoo..
And yea,download some albums..hurhur..
And something happened,i was stubborn..Haha..
I was kinda mad at night,so when i was abt to enter my room,a balloon was in the way.
So i kicked the balloon into the dark room of mine..
So when i was entering,i can't see anything,so all of a sudden,the balloon gently float,so i ran out and laughed at myself..
It was shocking and my first thought was to shout vulgarities but luckily i controlled..hehe..Nw i have fear to be in the darkness..
What people have said,i ignored coz I'm still crazy for her..
Well,nt that crazy in madness lah..
Just tell me the truth..Wether you wanna care or not..Jealous or not..okay or not..
Or other stuff..or maybe just shoot me back down..
Okay2,i take back the shoot me back part..
The one i sing abt all the time,I'll make her mine..
Nw watching two football matches..Man Utd and Chelsea..
Who's gonna have the glory?..Huahua

Labels: I still have your pictures in my phone

Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.



I'm sorry for ditching this blog..
Life without internet can kill..
Seriously,when otp,i slept and they kept shouting my name but i was asleep..Haha..
P.T in skool..Lots of time..Seriously,why am i doing this?..
Been scolded,fight back,sent out of class and irritate teacher was all i did..
And yea,i can see that things had change. Nt what i really expected..
I had fun moments most of the time..
The joke,the bites,the tongue sticking,the pointing and much more..
I enjoyed it..Been a long time since i've showed this things to anyone..
Be lucky that i've done it..
I might be hiding things but actually,i can't decide..
Its like i want two things at the same time but i just can't..
And I've never had this thing in return..
Never ever expected it..Seems fast..
And sometimes i feel like a vampire due to the bites..
I love every moment in skool,LS and other places..
Seriously yea..The rugby at LS,the S.W.A.T stuff wif Danny and Arul and the "bench" moments..Hehe..
IDK wad to type anymore..There's lots of things i wanna type though..
I'm back yea.. Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.