 Fathir Fauzan. Sixteen. Fall out boy,All time low,The Maine,etc. i eat,drink,smoke,poop,pee,breathe and burp i don't really understand things that revolves around me god give me strength to go through my shitty life |
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hafiy(ejek)
Pyzah
Miranyet
Izatul
Sunarsih
Irah
Nadiah
Izza
Asmida
Syakir(Wacky friend)
Sabit
Azlan(Shared account)
Rio(Best friend)
Khadijah
Hidayah(Bully aku)
Fhyra
Izzy
Hayateeh(Bully aku)
Arfah
Erliana
Syafiqah(Bully aku)
Rina
Nysah
Alyaa
yAyAsTaR[ cousin ]
Syakirin
Rosma
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Sunday, April 18, 2010
Who am I?..I dont know who..
Idk wads happening to me lately..
But first,let me say that i'm not emo..Dat's like stupid shit..
I have a hard time sleeping..Last week,I've been late for skool twice..
I have many thoughts in my head but getting no answers..
I feel like punching some people but I've been controlling it..
I don't wanna ruin my attitude..
I noe dat my bestfwens hates dat attitude of mine..
I'm no longer the nice guy,I admit..
Everything changes coz i just can't take it..
The patience is juz not strong enough..
Nw I'm easily hot tempered..But when its time to be serious,i can't be..
I'll be smiling and laughing..But deep inside,I just can't take it..
Some people have been telling me to take a break..
But to tell you the truth,I can't..
Iman,Syakir and Sue wans me to be happy..
But can I bring myself some happiness..
I think I'm getting "dark" at some terms..
I didnt meant to hurt anybody..
You guys used to say that I'm too nice but nw when I'm bad,you guys hate it..
But feels fun to me..I dont wanna go over those limits coz I NEVER WANNA LOSE YOU..
Idk wad else to say..
Who can cheer me up..
Who can give me warm hugs...
Who can i depend on..
Did I really lost over time?...
But I kept asking myself,It's not over..
I wanna untie this knot ard us..
Even if i were to ignore you guys,please do understand me..
For the first time,Iman had this moment to chat wif me..
A moment which is truly rare..
Everyword you say are true,just like wad Syakir said to me..
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