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Fathir Fauzan.
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i eat,drink,smoke,poop,pee,breathe and burp
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Wednesday, April 21, 2010


Currently i'm otp-ing wif Iman..
We're talking abt something..Hurhur..
Lets strt from morning..Went to skool late,had some probs..
Den lesson,i copied transmitter circuit..
And panicked a bit coz my ez-linkk was lost..
Padahal bawah meja lerh..
Den break,didn't ate..
Class again,had fun wif Mimi..
We talked abt something,den he wants this person number and i gave it to him..
Den break again..
Went to our usual place..lpak2,joke2,they smoke2 and i watch2..Hahahah..
Didnt became hyper today coz when i first reach class in the morning,i was super pissed off,Mimi realized that..
Went lpak and we talk abt idk wad thing..
Den Q had the call..Panic abit..
Den Azlan get it too,strtd to panic..
Siva got it too,so yea,went home..
Den slept till idk wad time and had this dream..
This dream was i kept getting msges of fwens fighting..
And some bdae bashes too..
Rio,faiz,farhah and many more were in my dreams..
Den in reality,got msg from Izza..
So i was a bit blur at dat time and my visions were still nt clear..
Den msg2 and called many people..
And Syakir,my lawyer,my key witness wont bt attending..AWW..
And yea,nw I'm mad..Seriously..
Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.


Tuesday, April 20, 2010
My last song


I'm so addicted to this one song..
Its abt a guy who likes this gerl very much but each second,he realizes dat the gerl don't seem to care and he regrets it..Its hard for him to give up but he still tries his best..Coz everywhere he goes,it reminds him of the gerl he loves..So he's actually confused of who he is..But something got him hoping for something..
His love is crazy..Maybe unpredictable..
So in the end,he confess everything abt the gerl..
He just kept things untold..And that kept me stunned coz it knocked my senses..
To you guys,it may be nothing but to me,it is something..


Lets drop that matter and continue wif wad i did today..
Woke up and i was in a "paused" moment coz of this dream i had..
Den went to skool..We're a bit late but tcher didnt scold us..
Den Raymond approached me and asked where i've been yesterday and i answered him wif a stupid answer..I said dat i was in lalaland..
Did idk wad wif the circuit but managed to learn something but in the end i forgot..
During break,i took many 3 straws..Den i combined them and made a sword..
Seriously,i had nothing to do..Might as well be childish..
I chased birds,flies and i became into a dinosaur and stomp an ant..
Shahrul alsdo joined my childish game..
Den we imagined war..Hurhur..
Went home,found a "smart disc" wif Shahrul..Hehe..
And yea,my "stuff" are getting painful coz many pinch it..
And yea,i did show my fwens the "stuff" and they say dat one's big due to more pinching..Hurhur..I'm so gonna wear a protector on dat..Hehehe
Nw idk wad to do..No one to entertain me..Aww..Sad sad..
And yea,Danny,Shahrul,Black,Mimi,Azlan,Zuhairi,Qamarul and Iman made my day..
Thnx guys..And i like the conversations we talked abt during our first break..
I'm so gonna be improved..

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Sunday, April 18, 2010
Who am I?..I dont know who..


Idk wads happening to me lately..
But first,let me say that i'm not emo..Dat's like stupid shit..
I have a hard time sleeping..Last week,I've been late for skool twice..
I have many thoughts in my head but getting no answers..
I feel like punching some people but I've been controlling it..
I don't wanna ruin my attitude..
I noe dat my bestfwens hates dat attitude of mine..
I'm no longer the nice guy,I admit..
Everything changes coz i just can't take it..
The patience is juz not strong enough..
Nw I'm easily hot tempered..But when its time to be serious,i can't be..
I'll be smiling and laughing..But deep inside,I just can't take it..
Some people have been telling me to take a break..
But to tell you the truth,I can't..
Iman,Syakir and Sue wans me to be happy..
But can I bring myself some happiness..
I think I'm getting "dark" at some terms..
I didnt meant to hurt anybody..
You guys used to say that I'm too nice but nw when I'm bad,you guys hate it..
But feels fun to me..I dont wanna go over those limits coz I NEVER WANNA LOSE YOU..
Idk wad else to say..
Who can cheer me up..
Who can give me warm hugs...
Who can i depend on..
Did I really lost over time?...
But I kept asking myself,It's not over..
I wanna untie this knot ard us..
Even if i were to ignore you guys,please do understand me..
For the first time,Iman had this moment to chat wif me..
A moment which is truly rare..
Everyword you say are true,just like wad Syakir said to me..

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Thursday, April 15, 2010


I forget what i did yesterday but I know dat i told ppl to massage my hand coz its swollen..hurhur..Mcm pt spa gytu..=.=..
Den slept at ard 2 plus..Woke up ard 5 plus and slept again,woke up at 7 plus..
Den had crime prevention talk..
We sat at the corner of the auditorium..
Den shifted to the back..And somebody was pointing at the back..
And there was a roach..And its like frozen,some ssaid dat its been liddat for days..
So Shahrul jumped when he saw it..So we shifted to the front..
Den had this short video and the sound quality was worse..
So i commented dat it was like rats talking..Danny was laughing..
Den the sound suddenly burst out..It was super loud..
Azlan was shocked and covered his ears..
OMFG..Shld have seen his reaction,it made me,Danny and Mimi laughing..
Den after dat had a small break..
Talk2,joke2 and had ice war..
I shoot some ice at Q and Azlan but accidentally hit Mimi..
So Black joined too..Hurhur..Fun ya know..
Den had lesson..For the first time,the class paid attention..
Den halfway,me and Danny stopped coz of the teachings..FUH..Tkle angs..Pecah dok...
Den break again and had CAD for our assignments..
And it was seriously fucked up..
strted at 1.30 and i was hoping ard 2.15 i end it..
But it was worse..
Completed the circuitmaker and had to print..When i tried to print,the comp hang..
WTF..Serious shit..Raymond told me to wait..
So i just jumped to the next comp and redo it..
When i was done,i saved it before printing..
Den when abt to print,it hang again..FTW lah eh..
I was seriously mad due to the comp and something else..
Den on the third comp,opened up my saved file..
And print it..And this time,it worked..Phew..
Then had to convert it to traxmaker..
Dat seriously made me beasty..
Had to route evrything but everytime i do,it wont work..
So i threw ard vulgars,raise up chair and punching the table..
And i said " Eh wads wthe problem larh fucktard!!"..
Siva,Faiz and Black just laughed at me..haha..
Even Raymond had confront me..haiyo..
End it and head to LS..
Otw there,me and Azlan kept talking and joking ard..
Den there were bubbles above us..
Azlan kept walking and when he realized dat a bubble was abt to hit him,he was screaming but not dat bad lah..So i kept laughing at him..
Den it was my turn..While walking,a big gulp cup was rolling next to me and i was shocked..Azlan had his turn to laugh me..
Den while sitting ard wif the rest,the thunder scared Azlan..
Haha..Seriously,wasted two chances of recording that moment..
Den told ppl to massage my hand again,still swollen..Hurhur..
Nw I'm chatting,watching tb and daydreaming..Believe it or not..
Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.


Tuesday, April 13, 2010


Today went to skool late..Hurhur
Sarah woked me up and said dat someone wanna talk to me otp..
So yea,its Azlan,he was shouting otp coz i'm late..
Apologised to them and told them to go..
So i bathed and watch tv..
Haha..Sempat pulak tgok tb..
Den went to skool campus..
Took my own sweet time..
Reached class and did nothing..We kept talking and making jokes..
Den break,wanted to eat but decided to buy burger instead..
So we were really2 late to go back to class..
Left only 10 mins till end of lesson but we're still nt in class..
So while walking up the stairs,black said "sape last anak babi"..
So shahrul was one level below us so we relaxed..
Black was still running to the the door and Danny said "Sape first anak kambing"..
Hahaha..Den out of nowhere,Shahrul appeared and run towards class..
So i shout "Eh siala,abes uh,sape last" and ran to the class..
So all of them ran to class...Super fun ya know..
Then had to packed up and had a long break..
Went to idk which blk and then police came,i didnt know dat the police had arrive..
Den we wanted to go somewhere,the policeman suggested us to go to west mall but we decline,danny suggest lot one but i decline,I suggested vivo,some decline,Qamarul suggested Sentosa,nobody entertain,I suggested marina barrage and universal studios but azlan said "kau belanje kite uh"...Hurhur
And yea,disturb azlan was fun ya know..
And we kept talking abt the hindustan video..FTW..
Den sat at the blk near court..
Talk2,make joke and I went to meet Iman..
Dropped at Lot,met Khai,Lee,Kush and Faris..
Decided to BS for an hour den went to LS..
Soon,the rest came and Q said that they were not allowed to go to class coz they're late..Luckily I went to meet Iman,if not,i have to be sent out too.Hurhur..
So just nw ard 10 plus,going to reach 11,i went to meet my cousin at Keat Hong LRT..
Weehee,did enjoy the cold breeze..
And my cousin said this to me "Masei tk skola?"
I said "Masei,Holiday da over,sok nnti skola"..
So he stared at me and i stared him back..
Den he said "Tdy Fathir lmbt skola kn?"..
So i just say "hehe"..
Mum said dat she woke me up at six plus but i told her dat i strt class late..
But nw i kept thinking,did i really said dat,I cant even remember a thing..

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Monday, April 12, 2010


Basically,I had 2 hours of sleep..
I slept at 3 am and woke up at 5 am..
Den its hard for me to sleep again..
Had to listen to music..
Den somehow,i was asleep but awaken ard 6 plus..
Many people called me as if I was late for my secondary skool..
Kecoh duh..
Den bathed and packed my stuff..I took a long time packing..
Seriously,it took me 3 hours..
I took my pencil case,put inside my bag,den lie down on the couch,every 20 mins i take something new and put inside back and lie down again ..Hurrhur..
Den went to skool and realise most of my class were still waiting for Raymond..
Den got to know dat Raymond was absent..WTF..he could at least msg us..
Uat penat je aku dtng skola kul 11 bey ckgu tkde..Lebih baek aku tido pt umah..
Den went to blk idk and lepak..
I lie down at the table tennis and tried to sleep but some hooligans try to pull my shoelace,take my phone,yada yada yada...
Den went back to campus..And i nearly tripped over the chain..
Danny and Mimi was laughing at me..They say dat if i were to trip,i would have a faceplant..Hahah..
Den had to go to class..
We didnt study..Dats the best part..
We kept talking abt our past and laugh2 abt those silly things we have been doing..
After the break,i was trying to keep my toolbox in the locker then Black jumped and hit something..It was the girls toilet sign..
It fell and black run away..I ran to the class but Naz was trying to not let me enter..SO when i managed to get in,Black was looking at me and i said "Pukimak"..As if i was shocked liddat..Hurhur..
Then the chinese put the sign on our class door..
And i said "cool,we're in the girl's toilet,oh yea"..
Den most of them were "wow"..Haha..
Den Mr Chan came in and talked abt the CCK ITE..
Den Mr Chan said "there will be ard 7000 of ITE students will be shifted there"
Naz interrupted and said "There will be 3000 chicks there"..
Danny was like happy and kept smiling..
Naz asked a question "Is there a hostel in CCK?"
Chan replied "Nope but there is a hotel"..
Naz and Danny became more happier..
Chan den said dat there is 7-11 and i said "they will be selling *toot*"..
Dat made Naz and Danny more happy..Haha...Tkle angs..
Den when we were abt to leave the class,someone said "who not wearing lanyard must clean the place"..
And i was not wearing it,it was around my waist..
So i hide myself under the table,my upper body was hiding but my lower body was exposed..So teacher came to me and ask why..
So i took a bottle cap dat i found during hiding and acted to be in pain..
I said "Cher,somebody throw this at me..Pain sia..I nt happy sia.."
The rest was laughing due to my acting..Hurhur..
Luckily he nvr caught me..hehe
Den went to floorball...
Me and Syakir started passing the ball ard..
And yea,we had no accuracy..
So i accidentally sweep the ball into the arena while the guys were having a match..
Syakir tried to get it..Wait3..Here comes the best part,i swear...HAHAHAHA..
He jumped over the barrier and tripped..It was a faceplant...
So he still did nothing,he was still lying there and i was laughing loudly..
Aww man,i can still remember it clearly..
So he came to me and told me not to laugh but i still laugh..Hahaha..
Nearly had te blackout while training..
Den finally went home..
Nw my head is giving me problems..
Hoping tmrw will be a better day..

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Sunday, April 11, 2010


Booyah..
Finally bought a capo..Thnx to Syakir..
So today rot at home,cook food,played guitar..
And guess what..This "thing" came back..
Everytime when i get up,it struck me and i had a hard time focussing..
Am i the only one having this problem?..
It's making me moodless and its hurting me real bad..
So nw I'm trying to force myself to control it but everytime i do,it gets worse..
I can see myself in the hospital..Hehehe..
And serious shit..There are many "paparazzi"..
Seriously irritating..Causing all these to happen..
Nw I'm turning my back on you guys..Seriously..
And today i made Sarah cry..Heh..
When i saw her cry,its like i can't believe i can fall for dat..
Why can't i see ppl cry..Whenever i do,i have this weird feeling..
Kay lah..This "thing" is killing me..
I wanna do planning for my dream coz last night I had the best but idk if i really meant it or nt..The door is waiting..Maybe I'll get out or just lock it..
That depends..Seriously..
Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.


I love a girl named Nadiah..


Sometimes i wish i could show you how you meant to me..
I love you and i really do..
I'm nt blaming you for what has been happening..
And yes I'm in misery..
Its like i want you dat bad..
And yes i still kept ur pics..
I just didnt tell the real answer cause i wanted to know wether you still care for me..And now i realise you do but you are hesitating..
Sometimes i wish i can talk to you and talk things out..
Somtimes i wish will you still love me like how i still love you..
Yea its true dat I've been waiting for you the whole time..
Most of my fwens noe dat..
I noe dat most of my fwens are gerls but i noe my limits..
I wont get over those limits coz I'm not going to hurt you..
And those words i said to you,i meant it..
When i say i love you,i really meant it..
When i say i miss you,i wish i can meet you again..
When i say I'm gonna be wif you,I wanna make those words into reality..
I really don't wanna lose you..
Every moment i think of you but do you think of me?..
I treat you differently than other gerls who are my fwens..
Everytime we fight,I feel sad and i blame myself..
I wish things will be okay when i woke up next day but i noe dat wont happen..
Its like a challenge..A challenge i nvr faced before..
I'm trying my best to win this challenge..
I wanna prove to you that you are everything to me..
I won't let you go..Nw i kept thinking of you..
The best part is dreaming of you but i hope dat could be in reality..
I dreamt of hugging you and many things..
You love to hear my dreams..And sometimes i asked myself,will you want those dreams to become reality too..
I wanted to talk to you but you're still mad at me..
And i didnt scold you back coz i blame myself for making this happen..
Nadiah,I'm sorry..I still do love you..And i miss you..

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Saturday, April 10, 2010


If i love you with a reason,then I am using my mind..
But if i love you for no reason,then I'm using my heart..
Woahkaiy..Dats so random of me..
So today met HidJ and Bai at my void deck..
HidJ bought along Syafiqah and Hayati..
Den went Lot..Met up wif Haikel,Iman,Syakir,Faheen,Khai and Shazee..
Den went to eat Mcspicy..Yum to the yum..
And went to throw some ice at hayati..Hurhur..
But everytime i try to shoot at Syafiqah,it ended up getting hit at the gerl behind her..Syakir also hit dat gerl too.Haha..
Den walk2 ard and head to LS..
So HidJ decided to msg somebody using my phone..
Den i went cycling and she tagged along..
So got this one part when we were returning back,i pressed both the brakes and the front wheel came up,just like a wheelie and HidJ had to jump off the seat..HAHAHHAA..
Super funny yea...
So i cycled pass the guy whom HidJ was msging..
And he texted HidJ but HidJ was using my phone so i read it..
And it said "Jantan manerh plak tu"..Wah,dat part got me angry..Sheesh..
Den wanted to fetch Sarah but my sis called and told me she is going to fetch Sarah..
So head back to LS pondok..
Decided to sit beside Qamarul..And we kept changing hairstyles..
Den got this one part where Nick had to "go low"..Hahahaha..
Den shifted to RC due to some reasons..
Sat beside Hid Kenet..And strted to distub each other..
Den Qamarul get slapped many times..HAHAHAH..
Ham had to help Q coz Mal was strong..
I had to run from Kenet and Rubinah coz they were trying to take my HP..
And most of the time,my slippers came out and its a good thing coz Rub and Kenet had to ROTFLOL..Pandai2 korg tau ape tu..
Den somehow my spongebob came out..
Sholdeh dok sholdeh..
Den head back home,finally got my spongebob back from Rub..
Then chat2,game2,sing2 and daydream..Hurhur..
Kay lah..I gtg..Syakir wanna host..
I still care abt u..
I still do..

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Wednesday, April 7, 2010


Oh yea..
Just woke up..hehe..
Gonna update this...
Hadf a huge blast coz of this dream i had..Hurhur..
Den zookeeper woked me up..
Did morning routine and sent Sarah to skool..
Den ws told to meet Iman at Lot..
Told Sabit to tag along,HidJ also waited for me at my blk..
Den went down to meet HidJ..
She told me Hayatee also wanted to come but can't due to her cca..
Alalala..HAHAHA..I'll be waiting eh hair puller..
Den Sabit came wif Khai..
Den we went to Lot,Khai waited for Faheen..
Den seperated wif Khai n Faheen...
Went to LS..
Lpak3 wif Qamarul,Lee,Zai,Ham,Nick..
Den went Lot again,treat Sabit and went to Sabit's blk for awhile..
Head to fetch Sarah and zookeeper saw me..
Head home,do usual routine and mum taught me a new recipe in cooking..YAY..
Den slept till 10 plus coz many ppl msged and missed called me..
Nw chatting wif Syakir..And I'm so SLEEPY..
I'm strting to treat nights as mornings coz i always sleep at 3 am..^^
Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.


Tuesday, April 6, 2010


Its exactly midnight and wont be sleeping..
Just finished otp-ing wif bestfwen..
We shared problems but i always interrupt coz i made something stupid and dat person kept laughing2..And i realize dat she has the personality as that person..Haha..
So today woke up at 12..
Den zookeeper msged me..heh..You know who you are..
Layaned dat zookeeper..
These few days nvr lepak or jog..
Haiz,damn i miss you guys..
Nw its 12 plus and i'm otp-ing wif Iman..
We kept talking abt random things and we named someone Iman's scandal..HAHAHA..
Nw Iman is irritating me wif his rhyming stuff..
Nw he is lecturing me..Aww man..I dont even remember what he said..And it is 12.30..
Aww man,nw i got many things in my mind..This and that..
Oh how i miss those moments..
I wished i could rewind time where we kept fighting and punches were flying,shirts being torn off,slippers being thrown around,chase by the police and yet we are still bestfwens..I miss you guys especially the day when i cabot skool and strted hanging ard wif them..Those were the days where i found happiness..
Nw i'm hung up wif this shit but i'm lucky dat many of you guys are by my side..
Hurhur..
Don't feel like typing..nt in the mood..
Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.


Monday, April 5, 2010


Yea man..
I had the sequel of the dream i wanted..
I swear i got the dream and it was FUN..
So it happens like this..
Me,Syakir,Iman and Sabit landed ourself on this island..
And there were like many fishermens and everyday there has been a report of some of them missing..
So me and the rest were supposed to investigate..
At the day,we went to the forest to make our base..
After that,I went to the sea and hell yea..
There were sharks..SUPER HUGE SHARKS..
Size like a whale and most of the fisherman are killing them..
Soon,it gets darker..
The rest was smoking while i was making the fire..
Then we heard this hissing sound..
Honestly,I'm scared of reptiles so i grabbed my gun and jumped to the tent coz i was scared..Teehee..Den Sabit start to fire some rounds and the rest joined..
And slowly,i came out and joined them too..
Well,we can't actually see wad that was but it turns out to be a PREDATOR..
You know the Alien VS Predator movie?..yea dats the predator..
So we seperated..Me wif Syakir..Sabit wif Iman..
Then the hissing sound came closer..
Something popped out from the grass and it was an ALIEN..
Eh hell yea..I'm loving this moment..
Me and Syakir killed it,danced around coz it was our first kill but turns out that there were many more above us..
We ran to regoup wif Sabit..Met them at this bunk and and yea,more aliens kept coming..Sabit was grabbed by the alien and killed infront of me..
So me,akir and iman ran out of the bunk..
Just when we were out,BOOM,the bunk exploded..
The predators used the plasma caster to explode it..
We had to run again and realize dat Iman was caught by the predators and had been killed wif the "predator style"..FYI,the predator style of killing humans is tying the target on the tree and peeling the flesh of the target..SO dats how Iman was killed..Nw its up to me and akir..
It was a dead end..A huge dam was in our way..
We climbed up..I was leading and stepping Syakir's face to get up..Oops..Sorry Syakir..Hehe..Reached above the dam and the other side was full of sharks..Yes the sharks dat had the size of a whale..
Me and Akir fought for our lifes there..
Just one wrong move,we end up getting eaten by the sharks or either being killed byt the predators or aliens..
But too bad,i woke up..I didnt manage to end the dream right..
So dats it..
Nw waiting for Iman to start game..
Hurhur..
Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.


Sunday, April 4, 2010


Hell yeah..
Slept late again..
And had 2 dreams..Hurhur..The best dream coz it was like a movie..
Well,the first dream,i was hugging someone but then i force myself to wake up..
Den the 2nd dream was AWESOME..
Its abt me and Syakir..
We were the only survivors..The rest of Singapore was invaded by zombies..
I had fun killing people coz the peoples are you guys..^^
Then at this point,i was so tired,I tried to take some specimens..
Den Syakir accidentally threw one of his grenades infront of me..
So i saw the word "pocketgas" at the grenade..
At that time,Syakir was smoking and holding his gun..
And i was squatting,holding a tube to take specimen..
So i said this to Syakir "Should we be running?"..
And he replied "Eh lari lah Sial!!"..
So me and Syakir ran and were seperated..
The bomb exploded and it was AWESOME..
I saw the flames and black clouds forming..
And next thing i knew,i was flying coz the shockwave pushed me..
Then i landed to LS RC..
So i went searching for Syakir and the place was dusty..
Then i saw someone running wif his shirts all torn off..
And it was Syakir..So i was laughing at him without knowing the reason why..
Then behind him,i saw many zombies..Serious shit..There's many of them..
And the funny thing is dat Iman,Faheen,Khai,Azlan,Sabit and many of them are in the crowd..So me and Syakir climb up the stairs of idk which block..
And hell yea..There's many ammunition..And a helicopter..
Just like wad me and Syakir had been imagining,it really came true in my dreams..
Den we kept killing zombies day and night..
Just before the dream end,another spaceship flew above us..Then i woke up..
I wonder wads next in dat dream..A sequel maybe?..Hoping so..
Hurhur..The best i've had so far..
Today never go out..Played game and watch TV..
tmrw mybe haircut..Heh..
Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.


Saturday, April 3, 2010


Can't slept last night..
I was still active during 1 plus..
So i drank something dat would make me drowsy..
Den chat wif Rubinah till i was K.O..Hurhur..
Took me ard 15 mins for drowsiness to be complete..
Den had the best dream..
Actually I've been longing to punch this guy and dat dream made me happy..
Hurhur..Den during my sleeping time..
Someone msged me at 3 plus..
Idk who that person was but somehow he or she knew me..
The msg said "Fathir,you may not know me but i do know you..I noe wads your problem that you're going through..Blah3.."
So i didnt bother to reply..
Maybe its best if i didnt reply..Hehe..
Den woke up at 10..It was fucked up seriously..
Den slept back till 12 plus..
Den something happened..=.=
Luckily i didnt take it for granted..
Den today went to watch Clash of the Titans wif Syakir and Shazee..
Its our "HBO"..Hah..For us to know and for you to find out..
It was the best though me and Syakir kept laughing coz we made stupid comments..
Hurhur..Kay lah.Later i update..Need to update something else..
Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.


Friday, April 2, 2010
I regret that moment


OHHH YEEAAA..
Woke up from bed and froze myself coz this dream really knock the sense out of me..
This dream i had looks like reality..Everything dat came thru my life happened there..Maybe its trying to teach me a lesson but I'm having a had time understanding it..So yea..Nw i got it..
Today was supposed to jog but cancelled due to family outing..
Went to Swensens..WOO..Had mood swings there but the coldness had me shivering..
Serious shit,I can't stand it..
Den sis bought her JB 2.0 album and she said dat i kept hearing songs super loud even family in the car can hear it when i put my earpiece on..Hurhur..
Den at home,did nothing..Went online and fix my lappy..
Hurhur..Nw its a bit better..
And yea..I used to be a listening ear to my fwens and nw,they gave something in return..Shazee taught me something important,Hid gave me advises.Syakir and Sabit gave me the encouragement..Hurhur..Thnx dudes and dudettes..
Yea,few people layaned me today..
They are:Hid,Shazee,Sabit,Syakir,Afida,Wansy,Alyaa and Pyzah..Hurhur..
Thnx to them,I'm trying to do wad Syakir wants me to do..Hurhur..Tau2 lah eh..
I didnt want u to misunderstood..
I didnt realise i was harsh on u..
I didnt meant to make u cry..
I'm at fault at that..
I admit that I raised my voice when i was talking to u..
I was wrong for saying all those things..
I'm sorry Nadiah..

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Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.