 Fathir Fauzan. Sixteen. Fall out boy,All time low,The Maine,etc. i eat,drink,smoke,poop,pee,breathe and burp i don't really understand things that revolves around me god give me strength to go through my shitty life |
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Tuesday, March 2, 2010
To believe you is a tale dat has fast endings
Ever feel of hurting someone but you have so much hatred and feeling to hurt someone you loved?..Well i do..I really have the guts but i decided to throw it at someone..Sometimes i feel dat i wanna do something wrong and feels right to me..
I don't wanna keep holding on to this..I wanna make a right decision even if it feels dat bad..Who cares if its the bad choice..As long as i can move on,I'm fine wif it..Seriously,whho are you to me,to do those kind of stupid things..
Things dat make me more angry towards you..Yes i kept it all in a silence..Waiting for one wrong move and thats it..And yea,I'm not the same boy you met back then..Dats wad i can say..
Lately,I've been throwing tantrums at many people..Dats why when you guys saw me,I'll just ignore you guys..Sorie guys..Especially Syakirin and gang..
So lets just talk abt today..
Met Azlan and the rest..They say dat there was a NAPHA test..
ME,Azlan,Zuhairi,Qamarul,Amirul,Siva,Danny,Nas,Max,Didi didnt bring P.E so we take the test next week..So there's no lesson from 8 to 1.30..WTF..
Planned to watch movie but i remembered dat watching some movies wif different peeps..So planned to played bowling..
While waiting for bus,i said "aku nk tuka ckgu,da tkle tahan uh"
Then Danny said "Tukar class uh"..So i said "tanak uh,nnti korg tkde"..
Then we strted to be like a small kid..
Danny: "Yeke?..Alalala..Meh hug"
So i stand up and hug him..HAHAHA..
Arrived and strted to bowl..Played three games..
There was a bet..Whoever lose,must treat each player a drink..
First game,I was first..
Second game,dropped to second.Amirul was first..GRR
Third game,I was third..Amirul still in first,Danny in second..WTH..
So total score..Amirul 1st,F.Fauzan 2nd and idk who third..
So during the game,Azlan gone haywire..Woohoo..I love it when he shouted "FUCK" at the bowling..After game,planned to skip school since there's a lesson at 1.30..
But we just went there instead..I did raised my voice at Raymond and threw my pencil case..Even Azmi asked why i was being angry..Its been like 5 years since i last scold a teacher..Hurhur..
Den during lpak..Bai and Nas did something..
We actually wanted to go to buy drinks..And there was a gerl infront of us..
Bai and Nas approached her..Talked to her and she turn back,faced me and smile..
Den I was confused at dat time..So i went closer..Den they say dat i want to get the girl's number O_o..I didnt know anything..AHAHAHA..
NW it's getting hard for me to trust you..
You lied to me not just once..But i suspected more..
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