 Fathir Fauzan. Sixteen. Fall out boy,All time low,The Maine,etc. i eat,drink,smoke,poop,pee,breathe and burp i don't really understand things that revolves around me god give me strength to go through my shitty life |
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Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Heyya creatures wif a heart and soul..
Just came back wif Sabit..
Oh boy..We had a great time..Shld have invited more people..
Well,when the part when i was going home,at the lift,i strted to lose my sight..
So i wrapped my hand wif the towel and punch everything..
Since i can use my eyes,i had to use my ears just to get out of that lift..
Then i randomly walk along the corridor..
Slowly,i strted to gain back my vision..
Well,the truth is,i had these kind of problems when i was in pri schl..
But the problem was a bit different..
Back to story..
Sat at couch den something new came..
Had this pain..Nt gonna say it..
Told mum bout it and she had the expression dat concerns me..
Heh..I'm bored yea serious shit..
I miss my one and only KE1001D..
Hell yea..I miss the moments where we disturb each other..
I miss making Zuhairi and the rest laugh..
I miss getting scolded and fighting back wif dat Raymond..Everybody in my class hates him..Believe it or not..He's nt acceptable to be a teacher..
He teach us the wrong things and bcoz of dat,some of my mates had to repeat sememster..WTF..
Well yesterday had a talk wif dad..
A talk dat is really helpful..
A dad notices something in his son and gave me tips..
Dad,thnx yea..You're the best..Ur words will be treasured and heeded..
And yea,yesterday slept late..
I read my old post..
And yea,honestly speaking,I don't recognise myself when i read them..
Maybe most people were right..
I've been changing..Maybe its good for me but i realise hw i treated u..
Haish..I trust wad Sabit taught me..
Sabit is the person who made me light up my day..
He taught me something..Something dat made me feel more encouraged but my heart can't..Maybe you're special to me..
Yes i do admit it..The only thing dat made me special nw is you..
You made me smile whenever you look at me..The messages you gave me..
The night when we were otp..yes i do smile while talking and I'm loving every moment of it..I swear,yes i do..I've gone too far and I'm nt gonna stop now..
I hope you meant those words you said dat i called it "sweet"..
I really do..Coz I was planning to make a move..
I'm just worried for you..Why shld I nt be worried..
Coz i care,love and miss you dat much..More than you can imagine..I swear..
I'm nt gonna say most things here..I'm just hoping you're telling me the truth..
Dats all i need..I LOVE YOU (N) and i always will..