Ok serious shit..Its getting boring..
Just had a talk wif my dad..
Hah..Its abt something actually..He just want me to be happy..
And yea Izzy..Don't give up..You're just like me..
Heh..Nw idk wad to do,maybe get overdose wif pills..Heh,i noe its crazy..=.=
Well,no body to layan mah..
All asleep..Feel like i wanna randomly kol people..Haha..
Friday gonna jog again..Hurhur..Mntk2 dpt cuaca "baek" eh..
Lately,jogging wif Sabit was the best..Hurhur..
He remembered most "stuff" but i didnt..Heh..
And yea,the pain is still killing me..
Somebody please kill me..Its getting harder..
My favourite kate nyte shows havent strted..
And yea,been sleeping ard 3 these days..Hurhur..
I feel like i wanna die liddat..ITS KILLING ME..
And yea,see,i kept complaining bout pains i had..
Feel like i wanna put some lyrics here..Haha
Nehmind..Next time aytes..
Wanna do something stupid since nobody can layan me..Heh Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.



THAT'S IT,I'VE HAD IT WIF THIS MOTHER FUCKING PAIN,IN THIS INNOCENTLOOKING BODY!!
Hurhur..Chey..Step Snakes in a plane je..
Back to topic..
I've had enurf of this..This pain is killing me..
I kept complaining to Syakir and Sabit this pain i had..
Syakir gave me the worse answer (LC)..-.-
So today woke up,did something to my phone..
Listen to YMA6's Hold me down album..
Sholdeh dok sholdeh..
Den went to sent Sarah to skool..
Den ajaked Sabit to LS..
Nobody there and decided to walk2..
Then Qamarul signalled us..
Went to sit wif Lee and Qamarul..
Den we kept looking at the people on the other side..
Den went RC..I slept there..
Den Akir wanted to meet up..
Went back home,took laptop,fetch Sarah,sent SaRah to Dad..
And head to T.W CC Mcd to meet up wif Akir and Pyzah..
Den head to Lot..Den head to 352 eh tk salah..
"Borrowed" the hall..HAHA..
And talk2 uh..Let them hear songs and everysong i played,i kept saying "Sedih uh bile dgar lagu ni"..Haha..You noe,I noe,We noe..
Den head to Lot again..Walk2 and talk2 at the garden..
Pyzah disturbed some gerls..Hardcore sey..HAHA..
Nw i kept thinking wads wrong wif me coz I kept complaining bout it..
Heh..You are an example of why we shld nt fall in love.. Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.




Heyya creatures wif a heart and soul..
Just came back wif Sabit..
Oh boy..We had a great time..Shld have invited more people..
Well,when the part when i was going home,at the lift,i strted to lose my sight..
So i wrapped my hand wif the towel and punch everything..
Since i can use my eyes,i had to use my ears just to get out of that lift..
Then i randomly walk along the corridor..
Slowly,i strted to gain back my vision..
Well,the truth is,i had these kind of problems when i was in pri schl..
But the problem was a bit different..
Back to story..
Sat at couch den something new came..
Had this pain..Nt gonna say it..
Told mum bout it and she had the expression dat concerns me..
Heh..I'm bored yea serious shit..
I miss my one and only KE1001D..
Hell yea..I miss the moments where we disturb each other..
I miss making Zuhairi and the rest laugh..
I miss getting scolded and fighting back wif dat Raymond..Everybody in my class hates him..Believe it or not..He's nt acceptable to be a teacher..
He teach us the wrong things and bcoz of dat,some of my mates had to repeat sememster..WTF..
Well yesterday had a talk wif dad..
A talk dat is really helpful..
A dad notices something in his son and gave me tips..
Dad,thnx yea..You're the best..Ur words will be treasured and heeded..
And yea,yesterday slept late..
I read my old post..
And yea,honestly speaking,I don't recognise myself when i read them..
Maybe most people were right..
I've been changing..Maybe its good for me but i realise hw i treated u..
Haish..I trust wad Sabit taught me..
Sabit is the person who made me light up my day..
He taught me something..Something dat made me feel more encouraged but my heart can't..Maybe you're special to me..
Yes i do admit it..The only thing dat made me special nw is you..
You made me smile whenever you look at me..The messages you gave me..
The night when we were otp..yes i do smile while talking and I'm loving every moment of it..I swear,yes i do..I've gone too far and I'm nt gonna stop now..
I hope you meant those words you said dat i called it "sweet"..
I really do..Coz I was planning to make a move..
I'm just worried for you..Why shld I nt be worried..
Coz i care,love and miss you dat much..More than you can imagine..I swear..
I'm nt gonna say most things here..I'm just hoping you're telling me the truth..
Dats all i need..I LOVE YOU (N) and i always will.. Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.



Its 1 am and i cant sleep..
Kept reading my old post..
Damn..I can see dat I really change..Hmm..
So today went meet Iman and Sabit..
Den went lot..Met Khai..
Eat mcd..Den head to LS..
While going there,saw Arl,Shasha,her fwen and Syuhada(Fajar)..
Den saw Kenet,Marl and Rubinah..
Soon Kid,Fir and Dee came..
Played wif the bike and oh yea..
Me,Sabit and Iman saw this pri skool kid mouth bleeding..
Maybe he tore his mouth..I wanted to help the boy actually..
But somehow,i had my cold attitude wif me...
Den had this game..Had to pass down every action we did..
1st person was Kenet,beside her was me,den Sabit,Marl,Rubinah,Lee and Ham..
Kenet disturbed me and Sabit alot..Dont you noe wad hurts and ticklish?..HAHA..
Den went jogging wif Sabit..
From Teck Whye to Bkt pnjg..
I wish i could meet u but i noe u need some space..
And I'm missing you dat badly..And oh yea,of course i love you..^ ^
Den me and Sabit did many things..Hurhur..
You can nvr guess..The best part was when *toot toot tooot blah blah blah*..
Reached home,nearly ard 10..
NW I'm chatting wif Syakir..
Thnx dude for the skin..

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Halu humans..
I'm bored..Bored bored bored..
No one to msg..
Just watching random vids and singing to myself..
Had fun these few days and also had been disturbed by 4 Fajarians..
Grr..They spot something in me..
So who are the four Fajarians?..
Its none other than Nadiah(L),Izza,Hid Kenet and Marl..
And oh yea..
I had the awesome dream ever!!!..
And had some time otp wif bby..Heh..
Been a long time..
Aww man..I'm having a different feeling..
Seriously,I noe stuff so don't try to act dumb wif me..
Sorry for the short post..
Nt in the mood.. Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.



Current mood:confused..
Just completed the AVP game..
So far so good..
Today met Sabit and walked to Senja..
Nearly tripped coz the plank was wobbly when Sabit stepped on it..
Den met Iman and walked2 ard BP..
Walked passed alot of places where me and Sabit had unforgettable moments..
Recently,whoever's name i say will appear infront of us..
Sabit had his turn bt today,it was Iman's turn..
While walking passby Fajar sec,i said "R" name and it was infont of us..
Haha..Then went to Pending..Sat at the pondok at blk 225 eh?..Can't remember..
Its Kal's blk..A.K.A Sabit's ** blk..HURHUR..
Den lpak at the pondok for a while..
Then got this cicak suddenly fall from the ceiling..
And the BPPS students disturb it..
Den decided to go to lot..
Met Jay2 there..Supposed to meet Faheen and Khai to but Faheen went to get something done..Soon,Brandon joined us..
Then I went to fetch sis..
Den played AVP..
Nw I'm deciding which album to download..Hurhur..
And yea,maybe I'm nt being who I am..Sorie ayte..Too tired..
I've gotten much rest but still tired..=.=

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Who is having a bad day today?..
Well I do..
Nearly had fight back wif peeps but just kept quiet..
Wah,can't take it..One more person and I'm gonna blow up the roof..
So wad happen today?..Hmm..
Went to Lot and bought Alien vs Predator game..
Coolio shit..Had fun scaring myself..
Make the house dark and turn the volume up..
Sarah was even scared to go to the toilet..Hehe..
Den my sis was supposed to take Sarah to meet mum but she didnt..
Den need to take Sarah to lot..
Dat part already make me mad..
Den just nw more mad..Won't say it..
Iman and Syakir is waiting for me nw..
Bt I'm late..Hehe..
Lately had been hearing some 'news'..
Wadever you guys think it is..
Had been smiling to myself coz ystrday Iman made me laugh at the bus..
Met him at BP..Den took 190 but we havent meet each other..
The bus came,he saw me and i saw him..
Then in the bus,he called me..
I:Kau kt ne?..
F:Ku pt bus 190..Kau lak?..
I:same uh..Danak smpai..
F:Same uh,ku lagy satu stop..
I:Eh,aku pn same..Mane kau?..Tk nmpk kau pn..
Well actually,i was infront of him..
F:Ku pn tk nmpk..Ku pt double decker bus..
I:Aku pt triple decker bus..
HAHA..Dat part made me giggle at the bus..
And guess wad..
Today I had 2 dreams..Plus the nightmare,its gonna be 3..
Cnfrm bby can't wait to hear it..
Tmrw gonna do some business wif Sabit..Hurhur..
Maybe Iman joining us..
Hurhur..
Kay lah..Gonna join up wif Iman and Akir..

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Holidays strted and its boring..
Sent Sarah to skool and met Iman at Lot..
Sabit called and joined us too..
Actually i had to go to skool to continue my wire wrapping but i can't coz i need to fetch Sarah..Went lpaked and Fir surprised Dee with an advanced bday cake..Aww sweetnye..And I'm still gonna disturb Fir..Hehe..
Then had a call from Azmi..
Azmi:Dtng skola skrg..Abeskn keje kau..
F.Fauzan:Aku tkle,ku kene amek adek au..
A:Today is the day je..Klau tk kau repeat semester..
F:Kau biar btol?!..Kiwak..Ku lari skrg uh..
And it was raining heavily..Slippers made it slippery..
So i was frustrated and took off my slippers and ran BAREFOOT..
Didi contacted me to meet him at BB interchange since he is going to skool too..
Reached BB and search for Didi..
Out of nowhere,a guy tried to punch me but avoid it uh..
Turn ard and nearly spill out vulgarities but it was Siva..
Then reached skool,rushed to class..
Take my board from toolbox and huried things up..
Den Mr Steven said "See,nw you do easy but why must it take days for you to complete?"..And I answered back "bcoz I hate M Raymond teaching us"..
Den finished work,mr syeven did something dat make me want to laugh at his face..
After my LED light up and there's a signal in my board,his eyebrow went up and down..
HAHAHA..Should have laughed at his face..
Den Shahrul see my phone and he asked who the girl in my wallpaper..Den Azmi asked too..So I said "korg agak2 sape?"..Azmi den said "Oh ok..Aku tau..Ni cnfrm ex kau yg kau syg tu"...Haha..They knew me well..
So head home,feel happy coz I'm nt gonna repeat the semester..
And yea,i had a nightmare..Its so heartbreaking..Ish..

Nurul Nadiah will always be in mind and heart..And in my screensaver..^ ^

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And I'm back...
The holiday trip was quite okay..
The night before the trip,went to download 2 albums..
You me at six album-Hold me down and Justin Bieber-My world 2.0..
Like finally i can download wif mediafire..
It took me a total of 2 minutes to download them both..Woohoo..
And idk why i download Justin Bieber's album..o_O..
So I slept late coz i had trouble sleeping..you know dat bby..XD..
Den at ard 4am,woke up..Bathed and continue packing..
Ard 5 plus,went to the car and met up wif a group of my cuzzin..
Well,there are two groups..One group were going there by bus and the other were going by car..
The trip to Mersing was so long and i slept during the journey..
Reached Mersing,waited for the other group but the tour agency told us to go to Tioman Island first coz the boat had empty seats and waiting..
Rushed to the boat and sat at the front cabin..
So i sat wif these Australian guy..He's kinda funny when i first look at him..
Mcm Mr Bean gytu..HEHE..
The boat trip was AWESOME..
Its like a rollercoaster ride coz the boat was fighting the waves..
For a moment,the boat was flying in the air then splashed to the sea again and again..WICKED..Then got a bit dizzy..Slept during the journey..
Reached there,met out tour guide and give us the room key..
So he did called my name instead of my dad's name..I received the key and was kinda happy coz it felt like i just bought a house..HEHE..
And it was raining so i shared umbrella wif Atikah..
Den while going up the stairs,my umbrella suddenly broke..Suddenly became two pieces..Cousins laughed at me..Went to the room and there was no TV..WTH.
So I'm gonna enjoy 3 days wif no TV and messages or internet..
Other group soon came..And i kept looking at my hp..Not at the time but on the screensaver :D...Den on the 2nd day..Things became more worst...
No water..Something disrupted the pipeline..
So i just brushed teeth and head out..
Met all my cuzz and had breakfast..
After dat,had snorkelling..
Went to the boat,the were 3 stops..
The first stop was a duty free shop..Dad bought umbrella while me and abng wawan roam ard the store..Went into the liquor place,me and abng wawan was biting our lips coz there were so many absolut vodka,red ruby,chivas and everything you name it..
The bottle was big..Even if you were to buy it,its gonna take more than a year to finish it..HAHA..Den called abng Fendi to join us..He also have the same feeling like us..Den i turn ard and there it was..TACQUIELA..WOW..And oh yea,all of them are cheap..Abng Fendi and Abng Wawan da syiok sendiri..Mati2 nk smuggle..HAHA..
Den 2nd stop,reached to marine centre if i'm nt wrong..
Went to the building and abng wawan kept saying "We're not swimmers but we're dolphins"..HAHAHA..And he kept saying he wanna swim wif the sea turtles..
Den head to the snorkelling place..I brought along some bread..
Reached there and i threw some bread and there were so many fish..
Freaking awesome..Abng Wawan and Abng Fendi jumped off the jetty..
Joined them and strted to swim and feed them..But i have phobia coz i had this dream..Baby knew bout it..Its about a crab..Den head to the 3rd stop...Snorkel again but i didnt feel like it..
Head back to the place,water had been fix but no hot water..I hate bathing wif cold waters..And oh yea,my leg strted to bleed coz stepped on something..
Den took a nap until dinner..After dinner,me and cuzz went to lpak at this pondok uh..So we had a funny talk.."What are we gonna do if we live in an island like this"..The place is fun but no life if we live there..So abng wawan said "pt sini ade klinik tpi doctor dtng dari mane?".."kubor die mane?".."Pt mane dorg dapat makanan".."Pt ne dorg skola"..All sorts of crazy questions uh..
Den he say,he'll be the government sonce the place had no law,I'll be the policeman since there isnt any..The rest of my cuzz will built a saloon,wayang kulit,zoo and many things uh..The best conversation we had..HAHHAA..
Den left wif me,abng wawan,abng Fendi and Amirah..
So we take a look at Amirah's hp and look at her photos of nursing..
Every picture,there will be a joke and we made lots of noise..And it was 11 pm..
Kept laughing,reading faces of some gerls,its like knowing their character when we just look at the pic..And somehow,i can't differentiate wether its a male or female..
Den got this part,abng wawan knocked on the door then this beetle flew ard him..
So we ran ard the place and laugh2..The beetle was big,bigger than your toe..And the worst thing,the beetle was flying ard my place so i had difficulties when entering the place..SLept ard 12 plus coz i had troubles sleeping,look at (L) pics..
Den 3rd day,woke up,bathed,packed and head back to Mersing..
During the journey,i watched Percy Jackson at Abng Fendi's lappy..
Den head to car,seperate groups again and head back to Singapore..
Reached home,on lappy,MSN,Facebook and Blog..How happy am i to be back coz i certainly miss bby..Will continue some parts tmrw..Ending it there coz bby wanna read it..

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Halu guys..
Today was the best..Its happening..
Met Azlan and Qamarul first..Den head to canteen coz black and Faiz was waiting for us..So we ate burger and came in to class late..
So there was only,F.Fauzan,Azlan,Faiz,Black and Qamarul..
Soon Zuhairi came..We only had a short brief for our project dat is coming up..
Then the lesson ended..So its like i came to skool at 8 just for this?..
Then had like 4 hours of break..We dunnoe where to go..
Some suggested bowling or maybe movie..
But in the end,we just sat at the bus stop..Then Azmi came..
Talk2,joke2,scream at big red ants when they are at our pants..
Then Danny came..Still talk2 and planned to go to student lounge..
Suddenly we heard a quarrel..So looked back and saw this man shouting to this woman..
So we tot that they were couple,but then we realise dat the man was crazy..
So i suggested to disturb him,Azmi and Black agreed..
So we shout at him and he shout at us back..Hurhur..Dat was fun..
At student lounge,disturb Black till he chase me and try to grab my *toot*..
Serious shit..It was scary but luckily i escaped it..
Den had CAD lesson..Liang Ann fought wif Mr Raymond..
Wah,Me and Azmi respect and support Liang Ann in the fight..Hurhur..
Danny also fought wif Raymond..Hurhur..
So Raymond said "I noe you don''t like this course"..Somthing like dat uh..
So I shout back "Actually we hate the teacher"..
And Raymond was like finding out who said dat..HAHAHA..
Den had break..
In the canteen,Black poured some water on the bird shit..DISGUSTING..
And it was raining at dat time..
So Danny tried to do his "7" dance but he slipped coz it was slippery..HAHAHA..
Soon,they went smoking,followed them and Zuhairi shout "AH CICAK" with his hands up as is he was surrender-ing...HAHA..
Head back to class and decided to scare Azmi since he was afraid of heights,just like me..
But i didnt noe dat Black wanted to scare Zuhairi too..
So we head up,took a video..
I was walking wif Zuhairi,den Black ran to Zuhairi and he slipped coz it was slippery..
Den after skool,went back home and started packing..

3 days seem too long for me..
So gonna miss you..
If only i could,i will..

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Look at the girl behind Fir..I'm falling for her..HAHA..
And oh yea..Ehem ehem ehem..testing testing..
I,Md Fathir Fauzan,am here to apologise for updating this blog a bit late..HAHAHA
I was forced tp update this..Not just by one person,more of them..haha
Had cramps due to NAPHA..Den had sore throat..Next day fever..
Fever totally sucks...I was like a patient at home at dad kept bullying me by calling me (N)'s baby..Heh..
Went poly..Had 2 days MC..Woohoo..
1st day of absent..
Went lpak..Heh..For awhile uh..
Qamarul played with the skateboard and its like super cute and funny..
SO i joined him uh..Was trying to get over a board infront of me but somehow i did mistakes and fell down..The board flew to Iman's leg..HAHAHA..Sorie Iman..
2nd day of Mc..
Went bowling..Heh..At Clementi..
Waited for Syakir at BB mrt..
Den head to Clementi..
We even asked small childrens for directions..HAHAHA
Reached there,watch people playing bowling since we're the first to arrive..
Soon they came..And Firz was there too..Heh..
While playing,someone called me gothic..And yea,I kept wondering why is it gothic..
And my fav part was disturbing Firz and hiding people's shoes..Hehe..
But unluckily,got an unexpected punch from Syikka..
Coz someone told her abt the shoe..Haha..Peyh terkejot bile die tumbok..Ish..
Aftr dat,went macd..And my earpiece was spoilt..
Aww man..Sedih pe..Kene pkai rubberband..
Den followed someone(L) to Lot..
Walk2 thre for a while den went to meet Sabit and Amin..
Den head back to Lot with (L)..
Walked at random places and told her abt my weird dream..Cnfrm die suke..
Den met up wif them again..Talk2,joke2 with Sabit..
Teman her since she wanna go somewhre..
So we dunnoe where to go and kept asking "nk gy ane?"repeatedly..Heh..
Went to south view Lrt..Followed her to take her Cardigan..
And I noe one part,she said dat i was daydreaming when i was crossing the road..Did I?..Hah..Can't remember..
Went back home and Dad kept asking me questions..HAHAHA..
Most of the time I kept quiet coz i kept thinking bout things..(Only me and Azlan knew)..HAHA..
So today,went skool..
Had NEWater excursion..it was so BORING..
Eh,lazy to type uh..Wanna watch that funny movie..

I'm loving those times..
Wish I'll have more of it..(L)

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No time to update..
Don't cha worry..
Tmrw will update it..
Pictures included..Hehe.. Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.



Aww man..
Rewind to Monday please..
I super love it but thoughts been fighting with me..
Its like I'm doing the wrong things but it just feels right..
Its something I havent done in 10 mnths..Hurhur..
When it happened,i changed my mind..I prevent those stuffs but is it really worth the preventing?..
Wad do i get in return?..
That thing came,I ignored,didnt do anything,tried to push it away..
C'mon..Where are the fairness in things now?..
I told Azlan and some of classmates bout my prob..
I ask Azlan to imagine if he were in my shoes,wad would he feel..
And his answer was "idk"..He said its really complicated..
I absolutely agree..And I'm the only one having this prob..
Wad a challenge for me..Two paths but which will I choose?..
Its just March and I'm having these things..
One has fairness..I like it..
One doesnt..Oh how i hate it..
It's like having fun but feel guilty in the same way..
Alright,skip it..Only the trustworthy ones could give me advise..
So Monday had lecture..
During lesson,most of US who are like innocent,just like Azlan and Azmi,got fed up..
Azmi was being accused and he shout vulgarities to class n teacher..Wah..Gerek..
Azlan got sent out of class..Poor thing but he didnt get out..
But my fav part was when it was my turn to read out loud..
He told me to read but i read super fast..
Told me to read louder and i read louder and super fast..
He got fed up..Hurhur..
Today went to Labrador Park for teambuilding..
It was FUCKKING HOT i tell ya..
Took off clothes and did stuffs..
Syakir disturbed Azlan was the best..HAHAHA..
Going back,got a call,while talking,Shahrul and Black disturbed..HAHA..
If only we went back from that place early..

Your colours are running down and its the one you loved..
Cry out my little world..
And this copulated kiss,its the last you deserved..

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People might see this a a joke coz whenever they're in this position,they fear of losing everything..But what if that person have the same feeling liddat..Wad are the odds of getting those chances..Just like a treasure buried deep and you've been longing for it..

Today,all i did was SLEEP..Hah..
Tot of going to lpak but i was trasnported to lalaland..
Woke up at 7pm..Woah..From afternoon till 7pm was sleep..
Cnfrm 2 days no sleep..Hehe..Ape lagy..Usual business..
And yea..total i had 7 dreams coz i woke up,sleep back,woke up and repeat those routines..The dreams were funny,not making sense,unbelievable and somehow,I'm liking one of the dream..
Havent made plans for tmrw..Anybody wanna go out?..Heh
March hols are coming..Have plans but can i go out wif you?..HAH..
And and and..Sorry to Iman coz I made him wait..Was abt to lpak wif him but i fall asleep coz he didnt reply my msg..Haha..Apologies..

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Woah..Wad a day..
Yesterday,didn't even online..Too tired..
Slept early..Tot of reading my book but eyes are heavy..
Thursday got life skills..Need to answer two confusing question and we can go break..
Cool or what..Its like 20 mins of lesson and many time of breaks..
Got one part i got mad and suddenly,a truck named Siva Sundram came out..
I pointed it out and the rest laugh..
Black was lying in the bus stop and Azmi had tears in his eyes while laughing..
Tday...
Met Azlan and Zuhairi..Without Qamarul coz he go somewhere..
In Javascript class,played CS but this fucking guy wanna use my comp..
Bloody coward..Thursday,he go tell teacher dat i nvr wear lanyard,so need to clean room..But when i say he wear jeans,he ran out..So i was pissed off wif him,went outside and he said "you nt happy come fight me"..So i was thinking of giving him a straight punch but he ran away coz the teacher came..Stupid ass..Eh no..Stupid WORLD..Talk shit only..
So lets carry on..
Den head a test..Of coz i copied..Haha..
In the end,get the wrong thing..Hurhur..
Den head to TWSS to take testimonial and N level certificate..
Head back home and take P.E gear..Hurhur..
Walked pass Lot and saw Dee and Syikka..
Den went to Syakir's crib to take his P.E gear..
But before reach there,saw Yayah,Nysah and Alyaa..
Nysah called me 'pendek' and 'bangang'...WTH..
And Syakir told me to punch his face but accidentally punch his jaw..
Not gonna be dislocated...HAHAHA
Haha..Aftr Syakir's crib,took mrt to B.B and cab to YISS..
Den played the friendly match..
I was in 1st line and i conceded my first own goal..WTF..
He smacked the ball randomly,hit my shoe and scored..
In the end,got thrashed..WOAH..

They had been saying the same meaning but are you proving something to me?..
Make me believe..

Labels: Words dat came from you

Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.



I seriously wanna apologise to those people whom i have hurt their feelings for quite some time..Yea i noe dat I've change..Why i change?..Coz last time,two of my bestfwens dat I'm being too nice..When people hurt me,i'll just do nothing..Dats why i strted to do some nasty stuff just to gain this type of behaviour..I noe dat words aren't enurf to apologise..Hw i wish i could meet you peeps and express things out..It would have been easier for me..I reall miss those times when we never fight but people do change..If they change,why can't I?..Its like trying to understand each other again..When you peeps changed,i tried to get to know you guys again..Can't you do things back to me..Lately I've became more mad coz people had been lying..How i noe?..Coz i saw it wif my own eyes..Those little pieces of puzzle were like a game to me..I'm just keeping quiet..I didnt tell you gusy dat i'm still moodless till now..I act to be happy when I'm chatting,sms-ing,lpak-ing..Theres a reason why I'm doing this..My fwens kept saying bad things bout you but i acted to be in the same shoe as them..But deep inside,i noe dat it is my own choice..My fwen's can't make the right choice for me.."A choice made by yourself is always a sincere one wether it is right or wrong"= dats wad i've been telling to myself..

Labels: Something dat I shld just confess

Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.



Ever feel of hurting someone but you have so much hatred and feeling to hurt someone you loved?..Well i do..I really have the guts but i decided to throw it at someone..Sometimes i feel dat i wanna do something wrong and feels right to me..
I don't wanna keep holding on to this..I wanna make a right decision even if it feels dat bad..Who cares if its the bad choice..As long as i can move on,I'm fine wif it..Seriously,whho are you to me,to do those kind of stupid things..
Things dat make me more angry towards you..Yes i kept it all in a silence..Waiting for one wrong move and thats it..And yea,I'm not the same boy you met back then..Dats wad i can say..

Lately,I've been throwing tantrums at many people..Dats why when you guys saw me,I'll just ignore you guys..Sorie guys..Especially Syakirin and gang..
So lets just talk abt today..
Met Azlan and the rest..They say dat there was a NAPHA test..
ME,Azlan,Zuhairi,Qamarul,Amirul,Siva,Danny,Nas,Max,Didi didnt bring P.E so we take the test next week..So there's no lesson from 8 to 1.30..WTF..
Planned to watch movie but i remembered dat watching some movies wif different peeps..So planned to played bowling..
While waiting for bus,i said "aku nk tuka ckgu,da tkle tahan uh"
Then Danny said "Tukar class uh"..So i said "tanak uh,nnti korg tkde"..
Then we strted to be like a small kid..
Danny: "Yeke?..Alalala..Meh hug"
So i stand up and hug him..HAHAHA..
Arrived and strted to bowl..Played three games..
There was a bet..Whoever lose,must treat each player a drink..
First game,I was first..
Second game,dropped to second.Amirul was first..GRR
Third game,I was third..Amirul still in first,Danny in second..WTH..
So total score..Amirul 1st,F.Fauzan 2nd and idk who third..
So during the game,Azlan gone haywire..Woohoo..I love it when he shouted "FUCK" at the bowling..After game,planned to skip school since there's a lesson at 1.30..
But we just went there instead..I did raised my voice at Raymond and threw my pencil case..Even Azmi asked why i was being angry..Its been like 5 years since i last scold a teacher..Hurhur..
Den during lpak..Bai and Nas did something..
We actually wanted to go to buy drinks..And there was a gerl infront of us..
Bai and Nas approached her..Talked to her and she turn back,faced me and smile..
Den I was confused at dat time..So i went closer..Den they say dat i want to get the girl's number O_o..I didnt know anything..AHAHAHA..


NW it's getting hard for me to trust you..
You lied to me not just once..But i suspected more..

Labels: To say I love you is like giving your heart away

Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.