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Fathir Fauzan.
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Fall out boy,All time low,The Maine,etc.
i eat,drink,smoke,poop,pee,breathe and burp
i don't really understand things that revolves around me
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Thursday, January 28, 2010
I really dont get you..


Lest strt wif yesterday...
Woke up ard 6.30 and head for shower BUT..Something happen..
Mum: Kau nk mandi?..
F.F: Ah2 lah..
Mum: Tk bole mandi,the whole block water tank empty..
F.F: o.O..(WTF)..
So I wnet out from my house but i only wear my shorts..
HALF NAKED..Hurhur..Walk at the corridor and saw someone fixing uh..
The town council tried to fix the prob..
So i slept till 9..
Woke up,everything fixed..BTW,I was late for skool..Purposely go late uh..
Bathed,eat,took my own sweet time..Reached skool at 10..2 hours late for skool..Hehe..Teacher didn't said anything..Even if he did,cnfrm fight back words..
Den played soccer,eat and head back to class for practical..
Sat wif Didi,Qamarul at the back..Den i sleep in class..Hehe..For about a few minutes uh..Den break again,Didi head home coz sick..Qamarul skipped lesson..
I was alone uh..So did some practical and somehow,i dont even understand..
Den today..
Went skool but didnt wore P.E attire..
Next week planned to wear TWSS P.E attire to skool..Hehe..
During 2.4,superb best..
Didn't jog..Me,Mirul Black,Naz,Danny and Qamarul went out from skool..They go smoke2 uh..Den continued our 2.4..Our timing was 30 mins..HAHA..Gerek..
Den i said to Danny..
F.F:Tdy aku nmpk ex kteorg..
Danny:(Blur face)
F.F:______ lerh..Ex aku ngn kau..
Danny:HAHA..
Den during 1 hr 30 min break,played soccer but i went to buy some drinks..
Auntie:You want ice mocha?..
F.Fauzan:Huh?..Vodka *smile widely*
Azlan:MOCHA lah..
Haha..If it was vodka..WOOO..Best..
Lifeskills was great uh..Coz got disturb people..Last lesson,shared comp wif Mirul Black..I did most of the schematic coz Black was "high"..Haha..The fun thing was,he told me to slapped him hard..And i did it many times..Hurhur..
Wanted to buy some ciggs but changed my mind so headed to LS...
Lpaked for a while and head home..
Played G.H wif elder cousin..Hurhur..
Nw i'm getting hyper..Havent strted drinking or taking pills but i feel myself hyper..Hurhurhur..I wanna jump down and scream "I BELIEVE I CAN FLY"..
And yea..I got 4 tickets to SENTOSA for FREE...Woohoo..Dunnoe who to bring..
Nas maybe bring his GF,Danny cnfrm bring his GF..Azlan cnfrm bring..
The only person who dont have dates is Shahrul and me..
Then made joke uh..Me and Shahrul will be dating..Haha..

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Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Say it like you meant it


Haluu..
Me back..Heh..Camp was a bit fun uh but i missed the sabo-ing at nyte uh..
Had tons of laughters,made new fwens but also,bully people uh..
These few days of skool is getting better..
Smoke together,help each other in some stuff(bad stuff)..Hehe..
So recently(the ones that i remembered),our class advisor had been targeting me,didi and Qamarul..Everytime must scold us,but sometime,me and Qamarul say some vulgarities but that teacher didn't hear..Heh..
So got this one time,me and Qamarul was playing around the class since they turned off all the lights..Then Qamarul light up his lighter and teacher saw it...Den she wants to spotcheck uh..So hand over mine and Q'a lighter to Azmi..Hurhur..
Safe uh during spotcheck but still,the teacher kept targeting us even if we did our assignment..Stupid fella..
Den ard saturday,i went home ard 11 pm coz i met my fwen,due to some stuff and walk2 here and there..
And and and,yesterday was fun..Came out from skool and this skool's uniform looks like people who are scottish..
So Azlan said to this kid :
Azlan:Are you from scottish?..
F.Fauzan:Scotland lah..Bkan scottish..
So outside that skool,me,Azlan and Faiz kept laughing..
So when we were abt to reach the interchange,Azlan called this group of gerls "Scottish Man"..Haha..Gerls are man?..
So tdae had some fun..Took small pieces of erasers and threw some at Amirul Black..
Hehe..Den head to auditorium for anti ciggarettes talk..While heading there,Amirul suddenly asked me..
Amirul:Kau ade brape bnyk ex?..
F.Fauzan:Huh?..Aku ade _______ ex..
Amirul:Satu ex kau tu member aku..
F.Fauzan:Err,(wild guess) Asmida eh?..
Amirul:Ah2..
So had our cigg talk and found out more abt fake ciggs..EEWW..
Then Faiz kept saying "Azlan,bersabr Lan Bersabar"..Ahahah..Cute pe robot..
Den out of the blue,Zuhairi whispered some lyrics to my ear..Haha..,Laugh till face bcome red..Q headed to LS while me and Azlan waited for Bai..
Waited for so long and while i was otp wif Bai,the four gerls den came to me..
Surrounding me somemore..Haiyo..Feel weird..And they are none other than Arfah,Hayati,Syafiqah and Erliana..
They kept trying to touch my hair,pushed their hands away but looking from Hayati's face,she had her "pull Fathir's hair" face..Sheesh..
Den Arfah wanted to talk wif me privately but she end up yelling...Wah,naseb tkde org lagy dgar..Phew..
Head home wif them..Went seperate ways at Fiqah's blk..
At home,changed and head to shop to buy some ice-cream..
Den came out from shop,the four of them we there..
Sit there for a while and Arfah was like kinda mad at me by the way she looks at me..
Sorie aye..Den Hayati get to punch me in the back and of course,caught her and punched he back..Teeheehee..
Nw gonna play my G.H drums..Nyte2..

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Thursday, January 14, 2010


Campus is getting better day by day but of course strict rules are coming..
I forgot wad i did uh but i only remembered today coz it was awesome..
And i had the most weird nightmare(as usual)..
Woke up ard 7.45..Den met the rest at multi storey carpark..
Lesson strts at 9.45..Was told to write our faces in a paper and write ten good things abt us..Some put something like "I hate police,HSA,NEA"..Some say "I still like my ex,i love this actress"..But Shahrul sabo-ed Amirul(Black) paper uh..Haha..Rabak pe..Den break,went outside of campus and had some fighting..Fighting over seats..Hahah..
While smoking,a police car came in..I didnt saw it at first..
Qamarul just said "police" and ran off..I tot dat he was playing a joke uh but when i saw the car,all of us ran uh..Ran halfway then split up,Azlan was behind me and kept saying "Fathir,tggu aku"..Hahaha..Police gone,went to meet the rest..
Den last lesson was the best..
Came in comp lab and played CS..Seriously,most of the class was playing it..
I sat beside Amirul(Black)..And when he was my opponent,he kept looking at my screen..Cheat sia..Haha..Den soon,the whole class went in a rampaged..
I started to put my names as "Siva love Akhbar"..Everyone laughed and i changed to "Zuhairi Chicken"..Den Amirul(Black) changed his name into "I love Akhbar"..Hahaha..Kecoh pe..
Teacher got frustrated and she locked all the comp..Everything jammed..
Den forced ourself to study..FOR A WHILE..
Den teacher told us to use circuitmaker in comp..
So i shout "You locked our comp so how to use?"..
So everyone strted to agree and laugh..
Den when teacher wanted to unlock the comp,my fingers were in position for the game..
Amirul followed me too..Den when it was unlocked,the game appeared and everybody shouted GAME..Hahaha..Still get scolding uh..Hurhur..
Tmrw got camp..2D1N camp at Camelot..Havent packed yet..
Gonna have an enjoyable time,i hope uh..
Lagy2 malam2..
Cnfrm sabo org..
Hurhur..
Take care aytes..
And i hurt someone's feeling really bad..I guess..
Sowie ayte..
CB uh syakir skipped camp..
I wanna skip too..
Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.


Monday, January 11, 2010


Hey ass...
Today went to skool late..Heh..Sorie guys for making you guys late..
Den after 1st break,danny skipped skool..Like want to skip also sia..
So i just go back to campus..Still got lecture den 2nd break..
Siva treat us pizza at pastamania..
Den treat ice cream..When buying ice cream,something happen uh,seriously kekek pe siol..Org tu da mcm blur2 bey naseb tk heart attack..
Lets skipped to lepak..
Saw evelyn otw there..
Then reached RC,saw Syakir got kicked..Haha..They do it without me sia..
Tk fair pe..Everything has gone to a new level..Seriously..
Even Hid warned me if i were to do it..Ape sey Hid..Haha..
Den head back ard 7..
And hell yea,many ppl started to msg me...
Wah,bill naek pe..
Tkpelah,dpt teman jgak,Heh...
Kay uh,GTG
Wanna get ready for East Coast tmrw wif campusmates...Woohoo
Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.


Saturday, January 9, 2010
Watch you take the fall


Booya..
Lets post bout friday...
Woke up late..Den met Azlan and the rest at CCK MRT..
Head to campus and met the rest at class..
While teacher was talking,this indian gerl came in..new student uh..
So i shouted "Siva favourite uh!"..Haha..The rest laughed and Siva had his WTH face..
During break,I didnt finished my food..Hah,due to stomachache..
Den i had this habit of shooting ice at people..
So i threw some at Qamarul's neck and his response was more weird..
The ice hit him and he said "Pukimak kau sakit lah buto"..But in a robot voice uh..
Still bully Shahrul on dat day uh..
Den ended at ard 11 A.M..
F.Fauzan,Azlan,Qamarul,Zuhairi and Siva head to idk wad block uh..
Smoke there,talk2 about some video uh..Haha..
Den went our seperate ways..
Siva had to go to YISS,Qamarul head to LS,Zuhairi went home,Me and Azlan went to my working place...
Had to wait for Hafiy at Jurong East platform..
While waiting for Hafiy,this gerl walked pass by us..
And i had my eyes on her..Cute sia..When she went in her train,i waved at her..Heheh..Hafiy arived and head to the hotel to settle some things..
Finished those stuff,decided to take 190 back to CCK..
Usually i have my earpiece wif me but this time,my earpiece's tooth is gone..
So i had to play the songs w/o earpiece in the bus..Hurhur..
Reached CCK,went to Macd to buy Mcspicy..
Head to LS wif Azlan..Reached there,saw Pyzah..Long time nvr saw ya..
Ate my Mcspicy and watch some show uh..
Then Azlan took my drink and ran..So i had to chase him wif my burger on my mouth and hand..Azlan jahat siol..Haha..
At 6.45 liddat,head back home..
Then at ard 8 liddat,got this pivate number called me..
Then we had this crazy intro..All we did was saying 'Hah' all the time..
So i ended the call since it was stupid..Then dat person called back and i answered the phone wif a angry tone..Then it was Shahrul..Ade2 je bdak ni..And he asked me this "out of the blue" question..
Shahrul:Eh kau nk Fidah?..
F.Fauzan:Ape sak kau..Kau da terbiat pe?..Kau gy kol die uh..
Shahrul:Uh okok...
Nw i kept thinking,did he really called Fidah?..If he did,me,Siva and Azlan will be laughing..HAHAHA..Den at nyte i had this dream..Kinda weird but there's this gerl suddenly appeared uh..I noe her but i just didn't noe why she's here..
Today...
Woke up ard 10 and found out 3 messages..
One of them was from Sue,the other two was from my other fwen uh..
Hurhur..Helmy den suddenly messaged me..
Who is Helmy?..He's my best buddy,although we fight,our friendship grew stronger but its been like 2 or 3 years since we last lpak-ed together..
He asked me wether today i lpak or not,so i say idk uh..
He said maybe we lpak at T.W since i haven't been there for quite some time..
Damn i miss my fwens there..
Sufi,Syakeeran,Helmy,Apek,Yan,Hyrul,Rahmat,Jumat,Jumari,Johari, and some more uh..Sorie guys for nt lpaking wif ya guys due to some reasons..
Cnfrm when Sabit noe i lpak wif them,he always call me "Gangster"..Bnyk2 name kau bole sebut,gangster plak yg kau sebut..
So yea,nw waiting for Helmy's signal..
Currently waiting fo something and chatting wif someone uh..Haha..Crazy fellow..

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Thursday, January 7, 2010
Best prank..


Hey idiots..Yea i hate you..
And yea,I transferred to another campus..Not gonna be in AMK campus..Sorie guys..
First day in the campus,went wif Syakir uh..
Den went to Mr Chan's office and some people went in too..They were F.Fauzan,Syakir,a gerl and Azmi..
So Mr Chan talked with Azmi while me and Syakir were whispering..
F.Fauzan:Ape class azlan?
Syakir:B class
F.F:B ke D siol..Azlan kate D..
Syakir:B lah..
So Azmi got into D class and the gerl got into A class..
Then me and Syakir laugh2 at the office uh..Laugh bcoz of me uh..Something uh..
Den he assigned Syakir to C class and I'm at D class..
Guess wad?..I was in the same class with Azlan,Qamarul and Zuhairi..
First thing went i was about to go in the class,I saw Azlan's head..Abt to laugh uh but controlled it..
Den had break,went outside skool..Smoke2,talk2 then head back to class..
In class,teacher had this icebreaking activity,we had to get our classmates numbers and names..
Took piece of paper and went walking around..
Ask number and names..While doing it,we kept making jokes..
But the best joke was:
"Who is Yong Sleng?"..Hahha..He write his name wrongly..It was Yong Sheng but why did the Sleng came out?..
So most of us get to noe each other..
Then i forgot wad i did uh..
I noe dat when we were going back home,i disturb girls along the way..hehe..
Went to TWSS back...Wow,miss that old place..
Saw Syak,Yan,Rio,Nysah,Erliana and lots more uh...
2nd day to Campus,which was today...
Head to campus wif Zuhairi,Qamarul and Azlan..
1st lesson was P.E..Had a talk bout P.E and CCA..Hah..
Den one part,teacher ask who was my class rep..
Den Shahrul pointed to this kid uh..Teacher asked the kid and the kid was like panicking..Actually there was no class rep uh..Den I laughed uh at Shahrul's action..
So teacher then chosed Shahrul to be class rep..
Teacher:Wads ur name?..
Shahrul:Akbar..
So my fwen,Akbar,turned his head uh,shocked liddat and also,I kept laughing..
Den had break..Ate burger and head back to class for theory..
Sit in groups and in my group,theres F.Fauzan,Azlan,Qamarul,Siva,Faiz,Shahrul and Zuhairi..Then we started some pranks uh..Remember that i said we took everyone's number?..My group started to pranked call the chinese uh..Even Yong Sleng..
Siva uh,prank until me and Azlan laugh..
So one time,when azlan was about to talk,the other group was also talking loud uh..
So Azlan faced them and shouted "DIAM LARGH!!!!"....HAHAHAHa..
The chinese were shocked uh but me and Azlan laughed uh..Even when i'm typing this,i still remember it clearly and laughing nw..
So another prank was msging my classmate uh..A malay gerl..
Siva msged her but we used the name Shahrul..
Hahha..
So at class,i went online uh..Same with the rest..
I chat with Azlan uh since we were quite far..aha..Pdahal 4 tables away..
while chatting,Shahrul came to my comp and type "AKU NK BOGELKN KAU SIAL..NI SIVA"..
Actually Siva was talking to the teacher,when Azlan read it,he went to look for Siva..Me and Shahrul kept laughing uh..Hurhur..I really enjoyed today..Oh ya,my tail got caught and i went to cut it coz i need to take picture..Sedih pe siol..
Kay lah,got more to tell but malas..I want more stuff to happen tmrw..Haha..

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Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Skool and slack


Skool was funny is someways..
Went to theatrette to enjoy air con for awhile..
Den had briefing and get into my class..
I'm in 'A' class wif Jun Hao while Hafiy,Glen and Hamka were in class 'C'..
Went into class,all happy uh coz air con...
Find a place to sit,I sat on the right side and second last row..
I was surrounded by chinese..Seriously,i was feeling left out..
Then this guy at the back kept asking people to change seats wif him..Nobody accepted it..Den he say dat he have company at back..
Him:eh you lucky you sit here?..
F.F:Why sia?..
H:See behind me uh..
F.F:(look behind and saw something)..EH WTF..
The rest of the chinese kpo-ed and laugh2..
Then they start talking in chinese..I was in the middle and heard them talking..
Then somehow i understand them,so i joined them uh..
Haha..Pretty weird of me understanding them..
Had motivation talk and it was seriously fun..
At first we planned to skip it but we just went in..
It was super fun..His name was Gerald and he was super funny..
His stories really made us laugh and most of us couldnt control our laughter..
Second day which was today was quite a boredom but slacking was fun..
In skool,had our teambuilding..
So i got mixed up and met up wif my long lost fwen..The name's Khairul..
Then had our break,we went outside skool and strted to talk2 and some stuff..
Then Khairul wanted to skip skool,i also wanted to follow but changed my mind..
Fathir,you're changing now..I meant,idk if i'm becoming worse or what sia..
Kay back to story..
Den head home,change clothes and met Azlan and Qamarul since they're in different campus..Sorry fo making you guys wait..Everytime i go somewhere,dad will ask wether I'm smoking or not.Haha..Haiyo..
Den went to LS and lpak wif Kush,Kid,Fir,Qamarul,Azlan and Izzy..
They were doing something uh..But too bad when i reached there,its finish..
So i was listening to music then it started..
Kid strtd first den Izzy was next..At first i tot dat it was normal so i did my own thing..
Den became worse uh..Azlan even said "Da masok ITE baru nmpk gini sak"..
Haha..Coz it was his first time seeing this kind of thing..
So we had to wake Izzy and stop Kid from doing the "shawn michael thing"..Someone said dat uh,i cant remember who..
While helping them,Izzy put her ciggaretes on my hand..
I shouted in pain but i did laugh uh..Nt angry at her uh..
Den Kid had an accident and he said "Siola,KR aku accident siol"..
Qamarul dropped on his knees and kept laughing..I also laugh uh wif the rest..
Soon,things became even worse..Had no choice but to make Izzy smell my shoes..
Den somehow she smile..Haha..Izzy is quite weird uh?..
Soon Bai came and talk2 uh abt my ITE since he asked..
Guess what?..Haha,told ya to guess..Nt gonna say it here,ask at MSN uh,cm tanak malukn die uh..Only Bai,Syakir noes..Maybe Hidayah(TWSS) and Shasha knew since they heard we talking..
Den Izzy sat one corner and kept singing while we had some trouble wif Kid..
It was not my first time seeing it coz i used to see this things happened..
Handled them and Bai made a "twilight move"..
Haha..When things were a bit better,Bai said "Why not called it LS paranormal activity"..Haha..
Den gather ard and Izzy start singing while me and Syakir cycled ard..
I was his pillion at dat time..So i asked him to do some cornering uh..
He tried but he can't..Den Syakir became my pillion..
Did some cornering and Syakir kept shouting..He said phobia..Haha..
Fun3..Especially the part when i brake and i think he hurt his *toot*..
Wah,i gtg nw..I wish i could explain more here..
Signing out..

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Sunday, January 3, 2010


Halu..
Had the most crazy dream and the best accompanying Qamarul time..
Won't tell bout the dream coz as if you guys care liddat..
But when it comes to Qamarul,He'll never fail to make me laugh..
Accompanied him to alter his pants den went to Bai's void deck..
Talk2..Ejek2..Jokes2..And of coz,when there's a malay wedding,Qamarul's eye will be there looking out "products"..Haha..
Soon,we heard the sound of "escorts"..
Qamarul peh jakon smpai tinggalkn aku..
Took pants and headed to LS since Bai was alone there..
Reached LS,went to pondok and could onlie see Zai,Omar,Bil and idk who uh..
Soon,Bai and qiqi came..
Talk2 for a while den i head back to cuzz crib..
While going there,me and Bai kept talking abt 2011 coz we're gonna be 18..
18 and dat means dat we're free to smoke,take license and do many things..
Haha..And of coz,we insert some crazy things when we're talking..
Nw I'm watching Man Utd vs Leeds Utd..Chatting with Asmida..
I'm so addicted to the song on my blog..Can't stop listening to it..
Oh yea,I'm so nt READY for skool..
Syakir,Iman and Bai strt skool a bit late..
Tk fair siol..I'm so gonna sleep like my usual timing..Nt gonna sleep early..
1st day dismissed at 5 pm..
2nd day i think no skool,lpak wif TWSS sec 2's maybe..
3rd day dismissed at 12pm..
Dad kept asking why i'm not cutting my hair in the back which is long?..
Idk uh if its long but idc,the hair makes me comfortable in some ways..

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Saturday, January 2, 2010
Thank you,nw i'm getting more focused


Booya..This morning was a blast..
Woke up late but slept late..Heh..
Forced myself to wake up early coz need to pay something..
Met up with Qamarul ard 10 plus at the place..
Talk3,make jokes and then Qamarul made his "ade hot chick dtng" face..
So i decided to join in the fun,i opened my mouth wide at the chick as if i was drooling..Qamarul then laugh at my stupid act..
Soon,Baihaqi came and settle our errands..
Den we went to Limbang to buy some 'goods'..
Off to Yew Tee to have our breakfast..
When i was buying my drink,i saw Hakim..
Tegored him and he joined us for breakfast..
Hurhur..Den head home and do my daily routine..
Watch Star Wars halfway and slept..
Phone vibrated and cant get back to sleep..
Ayoyo..
And today i was confused bcoz my abng sdre borrowed my baju kurung..
Den when he came back,i ask why..
He said his fwen died..
Woah,shocked for a while..
Died in a bike accident..Nt an accident lah..
He say after they watch movie,they went seperate ways and it was ard 3 or 4 in the morning..
He say his other fwen was leading the group but when he turned behind,one his fwen was lying unconciously..So no one witness wad actually happen..
Wah..Seram sey..Rest in peace yea..
And i kept having these dreams,tell me where's the dream maker..Make me a new script of dreams please..

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