Halu there..
Quite some time i nvr post and ppl kept asking me why and the answer is : idk wad to psot about..So yea,nw i noe wad i need to do..
This year has been hard for me..I meant,i have to test my limits..
I changed my attitude,I dont dare start a fight but i always have the intention to hurt someone violently..I had to be forgiving all the time,even when i'm nt in the wrong,i just have to give in..I did many wrong things,i hurt people's feeling but idk wad to feel,sometimes i feel happy when i hurt them but there's always guilt..
I even fought wif my bestfwen and dat really hit me hard..
I actually have a goal in this year but i can't coz dats not the real me..
Some say dat I change my attitude from sec 3 but idk if its true coz i still have the 'violence' side..2009 made my class bond's more stronger..We get into much more trouble..And still,I'm proud to be ur vice presidents..Although Me and Bai make a bad example of a class president,we still have laughters in the end..Did i ever mention dat i have an iritating 2009 wif Hafiy?..Everytime when i looked ard the class,his face will appear and he will prepare his ejek face..I just have to prepare to run at him or either ejek him back..I also made new fwens in TWSS..Most of them are sec 1s and they are the same like Syakirin's gang when i first met Syak..
The new sec 1s always bully me and they are,Hayati,Syafiqah,Arfah,Erliana,Nysah,Alyaa and my lil fighter,Hidayah..I had to give in when they bully me..Especially HAYATI..Wah,dat gerl,kept wanting for more..She even pulled my hair,pulled my laces and much more evil things..If only i could put a leash on her neck..Heheh..
Nw I'm getting more closer with my parents..I just have to be nice to them and everythings fine..Heh,coz last time i was the naughty,rude,bad tempered boy in the family..Nw dad's becoming more KPO wif gerls dat i'm cntcting wif..U noe i noe ayte..
But at the end of 2009,i did many bad things..Awful things..Woah,i just can't believe it..But still,my parents are understanding and they knew wad i'm going through..So yea,nw i'll try to change,i'll try not to be forgiving even when i'm nt in the wrong..I'll try not to always control my anger,if i juz can't control it,i'll blast it out..Dats wad i wan..And yea,i noe dat i have hurt people's feelings this year,maybe hurt it dat badly till i can't you can't forgive me..Yea i realised my mistakes,i admit it..And maybe there's nothing i can do but to hope..
And yea,my 4 Hans,I'll nvr forget the times we had,most of our time,we laughed,get into trouble,suspended fom skool,we still have a great time together..Can't believe its gone nw,wad a great loss..Once in a lifetime thing to happen..

Labels: My hope are getting stronger but raging kept coming..

Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.



Halu..Gonna update this shit just to kill time..Need to be ready for 11.30..
Chalet was quite okay uh..Nt many activities..But have crazy things happening..
First day..
Woke up ard 5 but i slept ard 2 or 3 liddat..Siak uh,tkle carry uh..
Bathed and packed stuff..Hurhur..Last minute packing mah..
Ran to the car coz i was late..Hehe..Mum and the rest were waiting for me..
Reached there,find shelter and talk3..
Then ard 10 i felt super sleepy and mum told me to sleep in the car..
I tried to but its super hot..I surrender..Took out a white tissue and wave ard..
And oh yea,I'm a bit crazy when i do not get enurf sleep so dats why i played wif the tissue..
Went for Friday's prayers and bought food ard geylang..
Reached back and went inside chalet..
Go out and play kites..Ni best..My favourite..
My uncle flew his kite high in the sky and told me to hold the string since thats the end of the string..While holding,i was a bit scared uh..Haha..Takot terlpaskn string tu..Den when the kite did a nose dive..I tried my best to stop it and shouted for help from my cousin..
Then all my cousin ran towards me and help me pull the strings..Kekek pe..Smpai sume org tgok kteorg..And the kite dive into the sea many times and we had to fish for kites..heheh..
Den get to noe dat someone collided wif Sarah in a hit n run accident..
The stupid bicycle rider collide wif Sarah..
Damn i was super frustrated and i wanted to find the person but idk how they look like..Haha..
At nyte,me and Lokman went outside and we talked2 abt ghost story and wacky stuff..At the same time,we blast2 uh..Fuh,bestnye..
Head back to sleep ard 1.45 liddat..
Ard 2 plus,woke up and scratch my whole body..Damn those mosquitos..
Then i had to spray some aerosol ard my sleeping area..
Lokman also had the same prob as me..
Second day..
We went cycling and headed towards macd..
Wow,the queue quiet long uh..And did i mention dat i was wearing my tight fit singlet when i entered macd..
So while i was waiting,a nametag caught my attention..
Looked at her and was wondering from where have i heard dat name..
Den i remember,wanted to tegor her but she busy working mah..So tk jady tegor..
Head back to base and went to the sea..
Play with the waves and idk wad i felt uh..
It felt like i have done sonething like this but its in a dream..
Then i remembered everything..The dream..
I was wearing the same clothes and the same place..Wah..But the person not there uh..
At nyte,got ntg much to do..
Went otp and dad was wondering who i was otp wif..He even asked my cuzz who i was otp wif..Ade2 je tau..Told him and he wanted to disturb but ran away from him...Heheh..Den slept ard 3 liddat..
Third day..
Packed stuff and play our family traditional game..The jelon/jelun..
Me and Lokman had to be the team leader..
The 2009 challenge begins..Hurhur..In the end..Score is 0-0..
Haiyo,chalenging siol..Bnyk trick uh sume pkai..
But the best game was the alphabet thing..
Coli,hingus sume kluar..Hahaha
Kay lah,gotta be prepared for late night activities..

Labels: The first time we said "i love you" always stuck in my head..

Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.



Halu..Yea its 12.40 and I'm nt sleeping plus i havent packed my stuff for chalet..Hurhur..Lazy uh..Can't wait for chalet..Why?..Coz its been a long time since my family and cousin had a chalet together the gether..Hehe..Oh ya..Nt gonna sleep coz I'm gonna catch Santa..I noe dat he is otw to give me some presents..Hehe..I'm in the good kid list..Hehe..These few days slept ard 4 liddat and finally the truth has been spoken..Hurhur..And completed Tom Clancy's Hawx..Wah,best3..Gonna get my hair done soon..Eh gtg..Need to pack uh..Nyte2..Dream2.Take care.. Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.



Wah..I have a new girlfriend but she's nt a living thing..Hah
First two days i spent most of the time with her and i haven't lepak for quite some time..Haha..Pentingkn Mataer mah..Hurhur
Bt nw dad's getting to know her now..Haiya,when's my turn..
Nw me,mum and cousin laughing2 here and there..
And I had a wacky dream..3 of them actually but i tell one coz this is quite mepek..
I had a fight in this dream and its been a long2 time since i get into a fight..
So yea i gave this guy some hard punches and then something happen..
This bus came from nowhere and it was trying to eat everybody in the scene..
Then suddenly the bus turned yellow and it was the magic school bus..Remember the old show called the magic school bus..Yea dats the one..Paling mepek skali..Nga enjoy2 lawan since ku da lamerh tk bgy fist fight..And yea,asek dapat poke pt FB je..Asl eh?..Da lamerh tk lpak ngn aku bey nk poke pt FB pulak..Ayoyo...
Kay lah,GTG..
Need to do some business things here.. Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.



Tdae spent most of the time at home..
Nobody asked me out..Boring sia..
I wanna catch movies..Anybody wanna watch wif me?..Heh..
N lvl results are down and coming next is Chalet wif cousins..
Wooh,gonna have so much fun..Especially kite flying..I found a new way to play kites.
Tmrw maybe i go out wif Iman and get the Naruto Warcraft game and battle wif Iman and Zul..Heh..First time ku maen warcraft..
And yea,i picked my ITE choices and I was really pushing my luck..
I selected three of the aerospace choices..If i were to get one,WOW,my future will be bright..Hehe..
Currently chatting wif Izzy and Qasrina..And still Fb-ing..heh Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.



So today received my N lvl results..
Wah,receiving my results was like receiving new born child liddat..
So scared and nervous till i get begative thoughts..
Woke up ard 10.30 liddat..
Find uniform and pants..Hard to find coz i tossed them anywhere..Hehe
Wear my pants and i feel a bit different,the pants was a bit loose..Lose weight maybe..Hehe..Wear uniform and a bit tight..Been a long time since i wore those shits..
Met up wif Bai and Syakir at my void deck ard 1 plus..
Then headed to block 2 to meet Fathull,Qamarul and Azlan..
Went to skool ard 2 plus and waited for dad at skool gate since dad wants to follow me dat badly..Syakir accompanied me when i was waiting for dad while the rest went inside skool..
While waiting,Cordeiro was walking to skool too..
He passed by us and said this:

Cordeiro:This year result very bad..(It was a joke)..
F.Fauzan:Huh?!(Super scared)
Syakir:You have to say it?..

Soon dad came and went inside hall..
Went to get a chair for dad and join my classmates..
Sit there and talk2,especially Yong Xin's jokes..
Introduce new principal and Yong Xin called him botak tengah..Hahaha
Strt giving out the result and Mr Ho's face was like nt in the mood liddat and it made me worried..
Few minutes later it was my turn..Went to Mr Ho and sat down..
He took my result slip and covered the grades and i was like "argh shit uh"..
He gave me the disk and hold my result slip and i had my eyes on the result slip the whole time..He then uncover the grades and I found no ungraded subjects..Unbelievable..I was happy and kept saying "Siala,really uh 'cher,cnfrm or not"..Then he smiled at me,he told me i could do better and i agree wif him coz i'm clumsy..Hehe..Sat back down and shared results wif fwens..
Went over to dad and showed him the results..Yea he was proud and took pictures of fwens wif teachers..The pics will be uploaded in FB(if i'm nt lazy lah)..Me and dad went back home while the others went to lepak..Showed mum my results and she was proud..Heh..I got 9 points,Qamarul got 11 points,Baihaqi got 5 points(actual was 7 but minus 2 coz cca points)Syakir and Hafiy got 7(GRR,Can't belive)..My other fwen name Q (bkan Qamarul eh) got 5..Wah,pandai sey die..Haha..Nw idk my cuzz result yet..
And yea,this is to my mum and dad: The deal is still on..Hehe..Bile abng nk dapat?..Hurhur

Labels: Everything i asked for

Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.



Halu foolish humans..
Its been a long time since i updated this shit..
Had troubles with if so i had to private it..
So when i was away,many things happened..
Serious shit,i did many bad things..Heh..
And that girl says dat I'm becoming rude..Sorie yea..
And i totally agree with that girl..Ish3..Ape da jdy ni Fathir..
All i did most of the time was lpaking,sleep,make noise and one chance to clarify things..Wow,I didnt realize tat i made many mistakes and that person somehow knew me more..As in she knows my attitude,my everything..
And i had my very first(neh can't tell you guys)..
It was quite an experience since it was first time..
First came three,den came two,den came another two..Wow,rabak sgt ke..
Nw planning to quit job..Need to spent more quality time but i can't coz it ain't gonna change things between..Haiya..
Today received my salary and had to spend KFC for the family..Fly money fly..
I wanna catch up on my movies..Last movie i watched was new moon and it was wif Syakir..Got one part when Syakir was trying to get out of the toilet,the doors said pull but Syakir pushed the door and SLAM!!..The sound was so loud and like 65% people in the theatre was looking at the door..
I was controlling my laughter and faced Syakir,Syakir was laughing at the door..Haha..Malukn diri je..Naseb ddk blakang skali..
Den on Tuesday night,late night,received a call from Qamarul,he asked wether i wanna go fishing..Agreed and invite Syakir too..Next morning met Syakir,he brought along his two rods..Went to meet Q at Lot and soon met up wif fifi,din and epul..
In the MRT we were disturbing each other especially Syakir..
Landed at Bedok and had our breakfast..I think it was ard 10+ at dat time..
FUH,Bedok mcm wow..Had breakfast there and the place had many clones..Seriously..
While eating,i saw this girl,looks like Nadiah but it wasnt her..Den this girl walked pass by us,looked like Anisyah but the original i knew was a bit taller..
Took bus to bedok jetty and realized that we had no bait-.- ...Me and Syakir rented the "romantic bike",dats wad epul called it..Haha..
Fast forward things here..
Din caught a fish but he didnt use any bait..Hw mysterious..Haha..
Epul dad came and gave us some bait..So strted fixing my rod..
While fixing,got this annoying brat,he run everywhere and jumped over our stuff..
He even kicked my rod and the hook pierce my leg..WOOO..Syakir had his "Ni anak jap lagy kene" face..Fish here and there..Change position and its was super hot..
I'm like an egg getting ready to be cooked..
One part was when i was fishing on the left side with Q..The rest was at the right..
The rest threw their cast and went over to my place and talk2..
Blah3 and *ploop sound* was heard..We looked at the right side..
Syakir:EH,where's my rod?..
The rest of us had negative thoughts..Went to the right side and asked this uncle..
Syakir:Uncle,you seen my rod?..
Uncle:Your rod fell..
Wah,ni apek tatau nk tlng tau..Die relek2 je duduk sane..
Nw we had to fish for the rod..And luckily,we caught the rod and Syakir named it "Long fish"..SOmething liddat uh..
Ard 8 liddat we head home..Phew..Nw i'm finished here..
Gonna be busy on Saturday and Sunday..Take care and we will meet again ayte.. Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.