 Fathir Fauzan. Sixteen. Fall out boy,All time low,The Maine,etc. i eat,drink,smoke,poop,pee,breathe and burp i don't really understand things that revolves around me god give me strength to go through my shitty life |
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Pyzah
Miranyet
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Sunarsih
Irah
Nadiah
Izza
Asmida
Syakir(Wacky friend)
Sabit
Azlan(Shared account)
Rio(Best friend)
Khadijah
Hidayah(Bully aku)
Fhyra
Izzy
Hayateeh(Bully aku)
Arfah
Erliana
Syafiqah(Bully aku)
Rina
Nysah
Alyaa
yAyAsTaR[ cousin ]
Syakirin
Rosma
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Saturday, November 7, 2009
Can't seem to let go
Aww man,nw i'm super mad..
The only one dat could cheer me is Sabit..
Mann,online quick,i need ur words of wisdom..Heh..
When i chatted wif Sue,i pour out many vulgarities and i think dat this is the first time in 2009 dat she sees me scoldig out many vulgarities..
I juz can't handle it..I had to..
My hands are nw trembling wif anger,sadness and fear..
I just wanna put her before myself and nw the bad habits are in my head..
I had been honest,dats wad you said is important..
I kept your msges..Many of them..I thought you really meant it and i really meant everything..
Everything i told you is all true..I didnt even lie and i didnt keep things from you..
I'm even trying to regain ur trust..Step by step,its getting stronger but there are many hard obstacles on the way and i'm trying to get through them..
But there's one thing dat i'm afraid of..
Only Sabit and Rio knew it coz they had been my best comforting buddies..
I juz wanna pickup the pieces and put them back together..
Syakir was right,that song really suits my life coz he knows wad i'm going through..
I think i'm gonna put the song in my blog so they noe hw i feel..
Its bruised and scarred from mayday parade..
Labels: Please don't..I've never felt like this before..