Woah..I got work today but i havent get enurf sleep..

These few days have been sleeping ard 3 am..Wooh..Fun-.-..

Lets strt wif tmrw shall we..

Tmrw was supposed to go out wif Syakir to go town but changed plan to follow Iman and Hafiy..

I told Syakir to tagged along first..Waking up Syakir is the best part..

This is the telephone conversation..

F.F:Halu,Syakir ade?..

Syakir's bro:Syakir nga tido..

F.F:Bole kejotkn die?..

S.B:Ni sape?..

F.F:Ni Fathir..

S.B:Jap eh..

(He woke up Syakir and Syakir answered the phone wif his sleepy voice)
Syakir:Hello..

F.F:Uh halu,oi!..

S:ah

F.F:kau jady tk?..

S:ah

F:kau cnfrm?

S:ah..

F:oi

S:ah

F:ape kau bbual?

S:ah

F:huh?

S:ah

Syakir sume ah je..Haha..Suare da mcm zombie..

Den met Iman at my blk..

Went bus stop and waited for the late,crowded bus..Had to squeeze..

Then Syakir called,when i tried to get my phone,i accidentally swing my elbow to this little cute primary skool gerl..The impact was like ooooo,cnfrm saket...

I didnt bother to say sorry..Hehe..

On the other hand,Iman is having another problem,this guy beside him raised his arm and Iman's face was just beside his armpit..Haha..

Went to this place and had fun..

Syakir kept falling and Iman did fall too..Hahaha..

Den me and Syakir went to town..Went to ION and walk2 ard there..

Then Syakir decided to watch movies..

Decided to watch 2012..Went inside the cinema and it was like WOAH..

I think dat the whole sec 4 and some of sec 3 in TWSS can fit in..

I feel like i was in the stadium watching some sports..

Me and Syakir sat all the way back..We decided to watch movies there more often..

Movie started and during the earthquakes,I can feel my chair moving..

Woah,gerek pe siol..Speaker klau ltak pt bilik aku,malam2 pn ku da uat bising..

During some of the scenes,we decided to make jokes..

There was this building falling down and the people were panicking,then Syakir said "Org tu kau,aku yg org sebelah"..HAha..While waiting for disasters,Syakir said "Lamerhnye kiamat die nk start,skrg kiamat kn bagos"..Siak je perangai..Haha..Buts its a joke lah..

Finished movie and had to find ourself a toilet..

Toilet peh susa nk carik..Den head to topman..

Look around and saw Adrian Pang..The polo boys..

Walked passed him and i said "wanna go swimming?"..Heh,tkde keje kacau org..

Got this one time Syakir signalled to me abt somebody infront of us,so i get near and and said good evening,Syakir den had his "aku tk knal kau" movement..Haha..

Den on the train,Syakir had the same problem like Iman..

This guy's armpit was directly infront of Syakir's face..

Syakir den got pissed off and stared at the man..

He also did some stupid comments..

Here are the comments..

1.Armpit smells..EEEYA

2.Use rexona lah..

And some i forgot..Hahaha..Should have recorded dat..

Reached home ard 10+ going to reach 11 liddat..

Slept ard three or maybe reaching four..

Today woke up ard 8.30.,Bathed,online,chat and trying to download song..

Wah,tday work with Hafiy..

Tmrw Hafiy go overseas and work wif Baihaqi..

Naseb ade teman..Klau tk,boring nnti..Lagy2 tkde org msg/kol aku..

Second post the day..

Bored mah..Thought of going jogging at 11.30 but i can't coz my legs are numb and i'm sick..

Aww man..Baru nk enjoy night breeze..

If they was a shooting star tonight,i wish dat i can have wad i wan to have i life..

Haha..Kay dats random..

So just nw i was browsing things at my lappy and saw this old folder..

Then i was curios wad was in it dat remain untouched..

Click it and saw many saved conversations..Those conversations were like during early 2009 or late 2008 liddat..

So i read them and i kept laughing..I miss those times when i played jokes and hw i used to hate you but...

Then there's this conversation wif me,Hafiy and Syakir..

Every sentence there was trying me knock me off my feet..

We were so imaginative until imagination took over us..

So yea,whenever i read this conversation..

There's like a moral story in it but it has twisted tales..

I remembered Hafiy's sentence but i'll change the words..

He says and they say dat you're a joke..

Den i remembered my dad's words..I'm also gonna change the words to my own type of saying..

Bt nw you've gotta humor all these fools..

Haha..I'm becoming more like A.Haptism..And idk why..

Eh,hp ku asek diam je..C'mon,msg/kol me..Anybody?..Its nt the same anymore and its nt like myself..C'mon damnit..Msg aku lerh..

Msged Syakir and asked when to catch up on movies..

Finally Iman can watch NC16 movies..

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to my best,short,bullying,funny,ejekable fwen..

Make a wish bout kissing T.S..Hahaha..Ni cnfrm Zuhairi ketawe klau nmpk ni sentence..

Planning to watch jennifer's body and 2012..

Then when i suggested paranormal activity,Syakir wants me to have a partner..

Who am i gonna ask out?..Hmm..

Klau ajak ni cnfrm die busy ngn kwn die..

Klau ajak tu nnti die suke kacau aku..

Haiya..Knapelah aku soft hearted ni..Klaulah aku bole kasi satu slap kn bagos..

I miss the sec 1's bullying me..

And i'm hungry for revenge,revenge to dat hair puller..GRR..

And yea,NYSAH,i wan a rematch about the basketball or maybe we can play other games..

I just can't accept my lost..Especially to a gerl..

I'm gonna get you NYSAH..Klau bole,kasi aku chance eh..Hehehe..

Too tired nw..Nt working but still tired..

Slept at ard 3 am or 4am liddat..

Can't get to sleep coz nw the nytes i had aren't the same..

Usually,most of the nytes i will either otp wif someone or msging wif someone,listen to songs till i make myself to sleep or either make noise to fall asleep..

So yea,two of the choices have been ticked off and the other two didn't get me to fall dead in bed..

Listen to song and close my eyes to force myself to sleep..

Den i felt uneasy and when i opened my eyes..

My dad's face was right infront of me..

Shocked myself and screamed..Nearly shouted some vulgarities..But luckily i controlled it..

Dad laughed at me and he asked why I'm nt doing my daily routine(which are the two choices i mention up there)..So i told him and he understands me..

Wah,luckily i have a dad dat could understands me,make me laugh bout hw i acted when i was small and he don't mind abt me getting GF when he caught me wif a gerl in pri 6..Heheh,coz he noes dat i can take care of myself and i can take care of my GF(whenever i have one lah)..

But they are sometimes when my dad disturbs me when i have a GF or maybe someone who was gonna be my GF..Coz when i was otp,he will always say "Bawak pompann tu dtng umah tau"..Haha..And he will always ask how are things with the person..And sometimes,mum and dad help me in relationships..I'm lucky to have them..

So yea,today accompanied Bai to my workplace as he wanted to go for an interview..

Reached the hotel and called for Firdaus..

He didnt answered my calls many times..

Then saw Myo Ko coming out of the office and he helped me cntct Firdaus..

When Myo Ko and Hafiy calls him,he pickup,but when it comes to me,die tak angkat..Ish3..

Fir came and interviewed wif Bai and make jokes..

Fir:Pena ade experience keje gini?
Bai:Pena,dulu keje pt fullerton skejap je..

F.Fauzan:(Tkkn interview die satu question je..Uat penat je aku kasi Bai answer utk some questions)..
B:Saturday tkle keje bab ade madrasah,ade exam uh.,

F:Alhamdulillah..Btw,Fathir keje on saturday and sunday kul enam tau..

F.F:Err..Enam pagy?!

F:Kau da knape..Pagy2 uat pe..Petang lerh..

F.F:ouh..Hahaha..Naseb..

F:Bai,kau keje on sunday kul 6..

B:Enam pagy?..
F:Kau pn satu..Mcm Fathir jgak..Haiyo..

Haha..Firdaus the best manager..Making me laugh all the day..

Went Lot and meet Bai's mum,sis n lil bro..

Den went to Lam Soon..

Lpak wif Qamarul and disturb him..Haha..

Den went home and did nothing and didnt reply to some msges..Heh..

Yea,i think fever is coming to me..

Tdae nvr went out..

Family went out but i donwanna coz nt in the mood at dat time..

Den I'm left wif my aunt at home..

Den we had a lil conversation..

Aunt:Fauzan keje ok?..

F:Ok jgak uh tapi pnat sgt..

A:Keje mane tk penat..Sume keje memg penat..Fauzan keje kene uat pe?..

F:Kene angkat meja,kerusi,angkat pinggan mangkok..Sume bende berat..Suduh pn berat..Pena satu kali meja jatoh pt kepale Fathir..

A:Ish..Bey gaji berape?..

F:Da keje 4 hari beh da dpt $(can't tell,hehe)..

A:4 hari da gytu?..Wah,,Bole jgak..Gaji nnti tolak mak bapak sikit..Dpt monthly ke weekly?..

F:Every friday nnti dpt gaji..

Den idk wad happen but i remember some..

Back to the conversation..

A:Fauzan cite2 nk jady ape?..

F:Err,enta eh..

A:Enta pulak,tu yg susah tu..

Fast forward again..

A:Klau dpt tau adek kau ade mataer,Fauzan ckp ngn die gy blaja dulu..

F:Alah,klau Fathir blg pn step die nk dgar je..

A:Klau gytu biar kasi bapak kau handle..Bpk kau warrant officer,jage prison,fierce lagy..

Then my aunt talked abt tattoos..

Then abt money problems in marriage coz kids these days are wild..

A:Sape2 nk kahwin ngan kau,make sure pandai masak..

F:(Hmm,skrg ramai pompan tatau masak)..

A:Alah,lagypn klau sape2 kahwin ngn Fauzan,org tu lucky uh..

F:Heh?..Asl lak..

Den she explains..Haha..

Am i doing the ryte thing or am i avoiding things..

Am i gonna put myself together or am i giving up..

All i can say is oh wait..Like i said to everyone..Nt gonna tell..

Heheh..

And yea,sentence of the day..

Sentence dat came from my dad..

F:Abng nk beli "ni" tau..

D:Ape?..Beli tu?..Alah kau ngn "die" da mcm gytu pe...Tgok tu bende pn da mcm korg berdue..

F:Sajeje..

Aww man,nw i'm super mad..

The only one dat could cheer me is Sabit..

Mann,online quick,i need ur words of wisdom..Heh..

When i chatted wif Sue,i pour out many vulgarities and i think dat this is the first time in 2009 dat she sees me scoldig out many vulgarities..

I juz can't handle it..I had to..

My hands are nw trembling wif anger,sadness and fear..

I just wanna put her before myself and nw the bad habits are in my head..

I kept your msges..Many of them..I thought you really meant it and i really meant everything..

Everything i told you is all true..I didnt even lie and i didnt keep things from you..

I'm even trying to regain ur trust..Step by step,its getting stronger but there are many hard obstacles on the way and i'm trying to get through them..

But there's one thing dat i'm afraid of..

Only Sabit and Rio knew it coz they had been my best comforting buddies..

I juz wanna pickup the pieces and put them back together..

Syakir was right,that song really suits my life coz he knows wad i'm going through..

I think i'm gonna put the song in my blog so they noe hw i feel..

Its bruised and scarred from mayday parade..

For once,I can't control myself in my own dreams..

I had three dreams but i can't control the second dream..

The second dream was connected to the first dream but the dream really pissed me off..

In dat dream,i got really angry and i felt like slapping dat person but i juz can't..

I really had the intention to slap dat person but somehow,deep inside,i can't..

Tell me why..

Nw back to reality..

Hafiy called me and said dat wednesday he work and thursday i work..

So nw its our first time doing work without best buddies ard..

Hoping dat Hady,Shukri and Mr Lee is there when i work..

Cnfrm time flies very fast when i'm with them..

Oh wait,Hafiy just called and said dat tmrw got work at 10am..

So much for our one week off..

Haiya,I can't even feel my two toes for three days..

Hoping dat someone will be okay and i could happily do my stuff wif no worries..

Haha,coz nw i got worries and i still got pissed off wif the dream..

Maybe going to make a new MSN account..

Work is better than i expected..

1st day went to learn new stuff den can msg2 while doing work..

Wah,super fun..Start work at 12 noon and end at 11 pm..

Super fucking tired but fun at the same time..

Get to have new friends..Got weird,funny,friendly fwen...

Idk the spelling of his name but i think its Hang Bing...

He was the most friendly one..He even offered some cigarettes to me and Hafiy but i didnt take it due to some reasons..

It was ard 10 pm when they were smoking,and Hafiy was smoking alone at the ballroom porch..

So i decided to have some fun..I slowly make my way to the porch as it was very dark..

I hid myself between the plants and Hafiy walk towards my direction..

I thought Hafiy had seen me hiding but he didnt..

So he went passby me,he turn his head and he screamed when he saw me..

Hafiy:EH SIALA,FUCK LAH,PUKI UH KAU..

F.Fauzan:HAHAHAHA..Aku pkir kau nmpk aku..

Den Hafiy was a bit frustrated..

Continued to do stuff and the manager played songs super loud..

Then at this part,the song was spoilt and it continued repeating saying "GO" many times..

Then i was wondering why the song liddat,turn around and saw Myo ko(Event Manager) facing me and said "GO" repeatedly..It was so fucking hilarious wif his his chubby face..

Then got leftovers,i get to eat some of them but Hafiy was scared to take the food coz he didnt knew dat the staff can do dat quietly..

At nyte had buffet and Alice played jazz song super loud..

Me and Hafiy started dancing..Haha..

While dancing,supergirl msged me and some others msged me too..

So yea,msging while dancing..BESTNYE!!!..

2nd day

Need to report in by 10 am..

I didnt have much time to rest sia..

But force myself to go coz on dat day nobody was going to msg me..

Get to meet Shukri who was coincidentally Baihaqi's neighbour..

Den met Mr Lee..He likes to say vulgarities but i'll just laugh whenever he pour out vulgarities..

One time got this staff wanted to release toxic..

I was sitting near the entrance and this staff was infront of me but he was facing me at dat time..

Then while he was releasing it,the manager came in and the staff's butt was facing me..

Then this staff walked away..I smelled something awful and strtd chasing dat staff..Caught him and the staff kept laughing..Haiya..

Went home at 9pm..You see,i work for 11 hours for both days..

Fucking tiring but at least ade exercise sikit..Eh bkan sikit,keje da mcm workout..

Went home with Hafiy and Shukri..

At the bus saw my Cik Jambu..Haha..She tegored me first but i was like speechless for a while..

3rd day

When to work at 12pm but it turned out to be our off day when we reached the hotel..

So took bus 51 and alighted at clarke quay..

When i alighted saw this group lah,some of them l seen them before..

Then realised dat it was supergirl's school..

Took 190 and head home..During the journey kept thinking bout this thing.idk why uh,suddenly liddat..Then when faced the window,i saw her..

I had this expresion( -.- )..Was shocked when i saw her..

4th day day and dat was today..

Last minute manager called and was supposed to go to work..

Reached there and Shukri was signing out..

Did refreshments and head back to base..

Den gt this guy approached me..

Guy:Eh kau..
F.Fauzan:Err,eh hie..

Guy:Have i seen you before?..
F.Fauzan:(Ni bdak mcm pena nmpk je)..I dont think so..

Guy:Ye ke?..Btw,I'm Hady..

F.Fauzan:Hah,I'm Fathir..

Me and Hady had a great time..We had to get the coffee cup and he ask me to grab a trolley and tag along..I grabbed the trolley and he stand on top of it..

I pushed the trolley and he was being the president..Haha..

Another duty came..Me and Hady waited for the chef to arrive..

While waiting,Hang Bing GF looked at me and Hady..

H.B GF:Eh you know wad?..You and Hady look alike..

Hady:Haha..He's my long lost brother..

F.Fauzan:HAHAHA..

When i looked at Hady,he reminds me of myself..Haha..

The way he does thing looks the same like the way i did..

Then one part me and Hafiy was in the foyer waiting for Mr Ali..

Me and Hafiy like to play wif Mr Ali's name..

Whenever we called his name,we try to say it in a different accent..

Then when Hafiy shouted Ali,I strtd laughing wif Hafiy..

Then suddenly Ali came in..Naseb die tk dgar..

And got to know dat Hady lived at Bkt Pnjng..

Penat siol keje..Tapi best bab bole smoke anytime for the staff and can use hp..

And i kept laughing whenever i remembered the first day of work..

I was in Changi Room 3 wif Hafiy and Ali..

Hafiy and Ali was sitting while i was standing..

Hafiy then ejeked me and when i wanted to chase him,i tripped over something and nearly fall..

Hafiy and Ali was lauging at me and i was laughing to myself..Haha..

Only 3 days of work and my salary for those 3 days ard over $170..

Wah,me and Hafiy were super happy and we can't even believe it..

And nw i got one week off..Yessa..Can let my body rest..Everywhere cramped..

And if you're wondering why i suddenly kept saying 'fucking',its bcoz i was very angry but idk why i must be angry wif dat person but i kept it to myself..

And to supergirl,I'm sorie,maybe it was my fault too abt the job..

I thought dat u were nt going to be mad at me..Haiz..I knw dat i kept saying sorie but i seriously meant it..

Aww man..Supergirl forced me to update lerh..

I wanna make a short post,heheh,see first uh..

Parents went to accompany lil Sarah to hospital for her appointment..

Nw i'm alone at the house..Nt afraid heh..

Damn i'm having troubles and Hafiy is having troubles too..

We were told dat our schedule would come on friday but friday they didnt call us..

On Saturday called Jason and he said he will call in a while..

Still nothing and sunday nt even a ring from my phone..

Nw when i call,he nvr pickup..ANGKAT CALL AKU LAH DAMNIT!!!..

Heheh..Its been days since i lpak wif Qamarul and his lam soon/tembusu fwens..

Bile lah Q nk lpak ni..I miss Qamarul's clumsiness..

I'm bored,nothing to do at home..

All i can do is make noise at home but its no fun when nobody get irritated..Neighbours,please scold me when i turn the music volume to maximum and i'll appreciate ur kindness in scolding me..Heheh..

Wah,ni supergirl ni eh..Suke je bully abang..Heh..

Smack me if u can supergirl..

I wan mcspicy lerh..Lapar lah..Mcm nk makan supergirl je..Cnfrm sedapnye..

Heh,nw gonna call Jason till he pick up my calls..