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Fathir Fauzan.
Sixteen.
Fall out boy,All time low,The Maine,etc.
i eat,drink,smoke,poop,pee,breathe and burp
i don't really understand things that revolves around me
god give me strength to go through my shitty life



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Runaways.

Waiting for you to come back ,

Rubinah♥
hafiy(ejek)
Pyzah
Miranyet
Izatul
Sunarsih

Irah
Nadiah
Izza
Asmida
Syakir(Wacky friend)
Sabit
Azlan(Shared account)
Rio(Best friend)
Khadijah
Hidayah(Bully aku)
Fhyra
Izzy
Hayateeh(Bully aku)
Arfah
Erliana
Syafiqah(Bully aku)
Rina
Nysah
Alyaa
yAyAsTaR[ cousin ]
Syakirin
Rosma


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Friday, October 23, 2009


And if you guys really noe me..
You guys will noe abt me having crazy dreams..
This dream may be crazy but seems real to me..
The 1st dream was abt this person(can't tell much)..This one is nt important..
The 2nd dream was like a movie..Lets begin..
It was the holiday and me and some fwens planned to go to the chalet..
But this chalet was weird..It was well guarded if we were abt to enter it..
Before we went to the chalet,we went to this place dat was quite old..
We rented a room there to take a rest..Placed our belongings there and had a walk wif Syakir(suddenly in my dream)..Me and Syakir decided to take the lift down but i felt that someone was watching us and there were like three cats guarding the lift..Idk why they are guarding it..
Few hours pass by and we headed to our chalet..
Reached there and the place was dark..Then I ask this person why is the place dark..
Then this man said dat the place will always be dark,no sun can shine a light..
Kinda creepy but ignored it..
Reached our chalet and threw our stuff..
Sabit was the first one to jump into the beach..
Then Azlan,Syakir,Fathull and Baihaqi played at the beach..
Me,Hafiy and Qamarul decided to take a walk..
The place was so dark and we felt kinda strange..
Went back to our chalet and realize everything was gone..Even the rooms were gone..
Thought of taking a bath in our chalet but the bathroom was gone..
Had to go to the public toilet..
Bathed there and when i got out of the toilet,i saw syafiqah,hayati,arfah and erliana..(my dream is getting weird)..
Threw some sands at them and ran away...Hehe
Then Hafiy suggested that we go back to the old place dat we had rented a room..
Me and Qamarul were the first to reach coz we were nt bringing heavy stuff..
Qamarul decided to watch TV and i decided to help carry things that the rest were carrying..
OK GUYS,THIS IS THE PART WHEN I GOT FREAKING SCARED..
When i was going to the lift,the three cats were staring at me..
Then i decided to use the other lift at the back..
And yea,forgot to say that the place was empty,only Me and Qamarul was in the place..
The lift door opened and i stepped in..I was at the 3rd level going down to the 1st floor..
Then the lift stopped at 2nd level,i was like confused..Only me and Q was at the place..
When the door opened,i saw this one room infront of the lift..
The door suddenly opened by itself..
Then got this ghost staring at me..I was scared and slammed my body at the side of the lift..
I was squatting at the side and began panicking..
The door lift began to close and i shouted "I'm nt afraid"..(why in the world did i say dat)..
When the door was abt to close,the ghost was floating and it was abt to entered the lift..
Then i woke up,realised that it was 9 am and slept back..Luckily the dream ended..
This is another part that confuses me,idk if its real or a dream..
Here it goes..
I was like waking up and trying to stretch my body but i couldnt move and i felt something was sitting on me..Then i remembered dat Fathull had this kind of experience..
Suddenly something was choking me,find it hard to breathe..
Then i heard voices..Someone was reading out some prayers..Soon the thing was gone and I was knocked out..
When i woke up again,i told my mum abt these dream,then she said dat maybe i was being disturbed by the setan..Scary siol the dream,especially the ghost floating..
That's my crazy and scary dream..I dont wanna dream dat again..

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Thursday, October 22, 2009


Damn its been the most *!##@@!#(#) holiday ever..

You name it man..It sux..

Lpak wif Qamarul yesterday was AWESOME..Eventhough my shirt had two small holes due to those cigarettes that were flying..

Me and Qamarul kept singing and disturbing Hidayah but she was in a bad mood..Fierce siol..Muahaha..

Then today played chess wif my cuzz..Fun sia..Mcm da addicted..

And i did nothing much today coz i was nt being myself lately..

If i could make a wish,it will be..Err,can't tell..Heheh..

I feel like i wanna go jogging at nyte ard 11 pm..

Cnfrm best due to the cold breeze at ntye..

If i could master my mind and brain..

I hope dat it could get rid of those memories..

I wish i could be my own true self juz like when i was in sec 1/2..

Dat time i kept having fights and i was the kind of person who gets angry easily..

Bt nw change coz i donwanna have fights wif my loved ones..

I donwanna fight coz if i were to,i'm going to lose them..

Who am I to you?..

A friend,foe,bestfriend,lover or nobody..

And who are you to me?..

I can say dat we are still the same but due to some stuff it confuses me..

She bites her lip and tips her bottle,

I take a drink cause the truth is hard to swallow..

Her heart beats red wine,

My toxic valentine..

I'm not the type to forget or to bury my head.

Just take off your wings,

They could never get you quite as high as I did,

And you know it.

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Tuesday, October 20, 2009


Nowadays,its getting boring here...


Friends nw have partners when going out,its like a two-man team..


Qamarul will be wif Fathull sometimes..


Azlan will be wif Sabit as a team..


Sometimes I'll be wif Iman,Syakir,Baihaqi and Hafiy..


When I'm wif Iman,we usually disturb others..


When it comes to Syakir,its either movies or going to town..


Wif Baihaqi,I'll be slacking wif Qamarul at 283..


But when it comes to Hafiy,i have the "alert" type in me..


Hafiy can release a bomb that can kill most of my fwen..


No warning and its deadly I tell ya..


HAHAHAHA....


Only if we were to slack together again as a big group,I'm sure that we're gonna laugh like there is no tomorrow..Damn I miss those times..


Now Baihaqi have Evelyn..Azlan have Atikah..Last long yea both of you guys..


Hafiy is nw making his move to his dream gerl..Sabit always otp wif that gurl whom idk the name..Wah,nw they are like mature but Hafiy is still the same old SMALL KID I KNEW..


Heheh..I wonder how great things will be if Rio were to join us..


Its been a long time since I had fun with Rio..


This holiday was nt wad i expected..Things get ruin,nw we got to go seperate ways..


Everyone changed(except Hafiy*boosha*)..


I miss those times when we get scolded and laugh at the end of our punishment..


And I'll forget the world that I knew,


But I swear I won't forget you,


Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,


I'd whisper in your ear,


Oh darling I wish you were here...
Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.


Saturday, October 10, 2009


Heyya..Tired sia go job hunting just now..
Met Syakir and Hafiy was late(as usual,haha)..Went to Vivo by bus..
Along the journey,somebody ejek me and there was a gas leak in the bus..Due kali plak tu..
That stench was horrible,the guy sitting in front of Hafiy had his nose covered..Kentot je org tu..
After the journey went straight to harbourfront starbucks..Apply there and met Taufiq as he was there accompanying his fwen..
Went to eat at mac,ate mcspicy and i had three mcspicy for this week..Sedap siol..
Went to vivo and apply job at Golden Village..
When we were at Vivo,Hafiy and Syakir shoved me and felt many statics..
Irritating siol..Especially Hafiy..He kept shoving me..
Went to Toys R Us but can only apply during weekdays..
Off to Starbucks Vivo ad apply again so that we can increase our chances..
After dat planned to apply for one lasy job at Coffee bean..
Syakir and Hafiy applied the job but i didnt coz i was not interested..
Then went home by MRT..All of us are sleepy..
Nw I'm sleepy but i can't sleep due to some problems..
Sometimes i wonder why we are in this situation..
I've changed and u changed too..
Why can't we be more understanding..
Yea i still love u..
Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.