Buh! Sorie for leaving you onlie diary.
Internet is being such a twag. So i didnt have the mood to update.
Jyeah I'm with Rubinah for like 6 months already.
So much things happened. I had a mark on my arm though i wish i had a scar on my eye. Kay tmrw i got re-test. WTF. I'm becoming more rude to teachers now. Me likey.
I'm off to F.O.B stuff now. Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.




Tmrw having chalet.
TOTAL CHAOS!. Hurhur.
During Raya,total kecohness with class and it was the first time I saw girlfriend laugh that much. Hurhur.
And yes me and girlfriend still have best times. Hugs,pokes and jokes.
I love her.
I havent even pack my stuff for chalet. Aww man,this is the lazy part.
And i'm gonna miss Rubinah for 3 days. GRR!.
Kay nw I wanna rest. Bye2. Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.



My wish came true. A step getting reunited is drawing near.



This guy right here. Chat with me ard 12 plus and we met under my void deck at 12 plus just after midnight. AWESOME!. Then as usual,he made an act. Just as i went out from the lift,he acted to be sad. Then he was like "Fathir,where have you been?! I miss you" Then he used my phone to called someone. And dat someone is the guy below.



This guy was otp with Helmy(the 1st pic you saw).
And i think the conversation goes like this.
And the guy's name is fazree btw.
Helmy: Eh dey,aku lambat sikit.
Fazree: Ni sape ni?
H:Ni Helmy lah,aku pkai nmbo Fathir. Die masei simpan nmbo kau sey.
F:Ngn Fathir?!. Kau pgl die!
H:Okayokay. *whispers* Fathir,kau mati kau.
F.F:Hello!
F: Kau dtng sini skrg jgak!.
F.F: Haha. Yelah2.

So me and Helmy went there and we have a long chat.
And when i reached there. Most of them were there.
So Faz shouted "Fathir". And he made an act again just like Helmy.
He acted to be sad. Hahha. Miss those actions.
Then lpaked for awhile and i went back home at 1 plus.
How awesome was that.

Then next day met Rubinah and got a call from this guy.


So i was confused at that time wondering who was calling me.
That guy is the best. I used to disturb him all the time but nw its the other way round. I'm just gonna make it short.
They made me the special guest for the reunion and i had a swollen toe for that. How sad.



I miss dat Sakai. Miss his jokes laughter n many more.
I still rmember our primary skool days when students and teachers approached me and Sakai and asked wether we are twins. HAHAHA. Yes we admit,last time we look alike.



Then there's Syakeeran.
I miss his dance and his wacky jokes.
Especially the BUTT!. Hahaha.

There's more i wanna post but i only post the pictures of those whom i appreciate and got closer with. We were like best pals. Till now we aint seperated nor forget each other. I miss those guys. Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.



Sorry for leaving this thing outdated.
Many things happened as always.
Things you wont really expect.
Well i landed myself in the hospital due to dehydration and viral fever.
One of the patient was really noisy.
And the worst thing is,his bed was beside mine.
I cant even sleep but luckily on that day,Rubinah did msged me. Glad of that.
Kay i forgot what i did the next few days but i know i spend some time with Rubinah.
So on thursday,went to CWP and asked Sabit to tag along.
So i spend a total of $60 but counting in for Friday,it will be $70.
So right after our Step Up 3,showed her wad i bought.
A necklace with some words in it.
It says "Love is the key to open the gates of happiness".
The necklace was rectangle. Those words are written on 1 side of the shape.
Told her to read what it says. While doing it,i covered the remaining sides.
After she read it,turned the shape and there she saw it.
Her name on the other side.
Jyeah i got it engraved. Luckily Sabit accompanied me during the engraving.
So thats just 1/2 part of my 1st phrase.
So just before i sent her home. Gave her the necklace i bought for her.
Its the same as mine,there's the same words and have engravings but its my name.
So my 1st phrase worked and i need her to get home and made my 2nd phrase worked.
The 2nd phrase was a message i sent to her at FB.
Dat planning for the 2nd phrase was quite ..... easy than i thought. HEHE.
Yes i love u Rubinah.
I only managed to kiss u but didnt hug u.
Dat makes me miss u more. I wanna hug that bear of mine.
Love u,miss u Rubinah.
When will we meet again?.
Another chapter has begun for us ^^

Labels: 3 months

Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.



Yay,the best 11 hours in PH..Wooh..
I'm sick,fever and cough..Nw I have this cooling pad on my forehead..
And gave Ruby my pics and i want ur Pri 3 pic can?.. ^^
Maybe gonna change position wif Sabit sicne he wants it..
I'm too weak to type this..I need you to be my nurse and my pillow ^^

Take this as a challenge and it seems dat we're forcing ourselve to cheat.. Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.



Yesterday reached home ard 12 plus..AWESOME.
Should do it more often..
Work was great though..
Smoking was the one that gives me prob..
Gaves me headaches and had a hard time concentrating..
So today was still boring..
The room 4708 makes me alive..
Yesterday i get myself scolded countless times..
Ran ard,golek2,dance around but I became a predator for the day..
Siva recorded me and will be uploaded to FB soon..
I swear i was hyper eventhough i was fasting..
So today Me and Shahrul came out from fish tank and found ourself some boxes..
So we planned to take them and put in infront of our class but the best thing is,we were hiding inside it..
Then teacher caught us and scold,blah3...
Then again,Me and Shahrul tore some newspapers and make disguises..
So i took a pic of Sylvester Stallone,tear his eyes off and wore the mask..
So I kept shouting "I'm Rocky Balbao,I'm gonna punch your head off!"..
Then i make a costume like a tuxedo,went outside class and played hide and seek wif teacher..Hide inside some wacky closets..
Thn this student from other class shout at me,stared at him and Nas shout vulgarities,so there was chaos,went inside class and shout "BUH!"..
And i forgot to write wad i did yesterday dat was super freaking cool..
It was abt to rain and the wind was freaking cool just like hurricane..
So Max spit and guess what?..
there was no gravity,the spit flew up and float ard..
So i tried it,same thing happen..told Azlan to do it..
Just before he was abt to spit,his spit quickly run to Faiz's shirt as if it was a magnet.Haha..Then he made a second attempt..This time his spit went into Nas's face..HAHAHAHAHA!..Then today Q's beatbox made me laugh..
And when i went back home,i had to continuously look behind to see if u were there..
And i even remembered our times together..
I'm hating this current situation,fasting is another problem but nt seeing Rubinah made my day more worst..
I miss u and i love u..
I had many dreams of u Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.



ALryte I'm gonna blog..
Yesterday was miserable..
No rubinah and it was boring,i didnt speak much yesterday..
It's like nobody ever exist at all..
Slept late like i always do and Sabit told me good news..WOOHOO..
Then today wake up effing early..
Played psp and comp and got a msg and can't meet Rub today and it was unexpected seriously..So Black called me and met up..
Though i wish dat i was sending boo to skool at dat time..Sobsob..
Then went somewhere and off we went to rendevous point..
But luckily,when we alighted,decided to call Mimi and he was across the street..
Klau tk,da waste time je gy rendevous point..
So walked2,slowly Siva,Danny and Erna met up..
Walk here and there..
Point at jet and bird coz we imagined birds were jets..HAHA..
And at this place,this group of peoples walked passed me and i swear i can smell Rubinah's scent..Dats when i really2 need her bad..
After a long walk,the fireworks began..
Believe or not,we were near the fireworks..
And i swear i need Rubinah beside me that badly..
I wanna hold her hands,hug her from behind and kiss her cheeks at that moment..
But she's nt wif me..What a sad life..
But still,the fireworks was AWESOME..
We were near till my jeans were trying to fly off..
Dats wad me,Siva,Syahmi and black felt..
Then blah3,we went MRT..
Then there was platform A and B..
Went to platform B but it says out of service..
Went to A and waited..
Then a trrain from B came and most of the ppl came in..
So just abt to hold on to the railing,it says dat it is out of service..FUCK..
So i quickly ran to platform A and hugged the door,trying to be the first to enter..
So the other ppl laughed at me and i shout "I'll be the first to enter,not you"..
Then again,they laugh..hah..Ni lah keje2 F.Fauzan klau da mendak..
Then in the train,it was crowded,Me,Siva,Mimi and Black sat at the floor when it was crowded..Heck care uh..We are so fucking tired..
And we were the most Noisiest ones..
We even record a video..Will be uploaded to FB soon..
The video was abt what we are thinking..
Black was "no comment"..
Mimi was something like no skooling tmrw..
F.Fauzan was "I love u Rubinah"..
Siva was "Wad i think is" then halfway black stopped the recording..HAHA..
So nw I'm at home,chatting with boo..
Like FINALLY we can cntct..
Gonna meet her tmrw..
I love Rubinah..
This year I want u alone okay? Once I love you,you'll know that I'll never stop.